What if I feel this way for the rest of my life?

When I was a kid I always wondered people who work didn’t have to study hard, write assignments or prepare for term exams while they enjoyed life. Now that I work I wish I can go back to the days with ink stains on my hands and pinafore.

At least the school bags we carried were heavy and not our hearts.

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Problem is I relate people with songs.

And dude music is integral part of my life. If you are gonna ruin your existence in my journey, trust me you are pushing me one step nearer to my death door.

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Is life all about hoping for better days to come until we perish?

Every ounce of me is screaming for a chance to make it right this time. Just for once.

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Do not judge anyone with their past mistakes, looks, financial wealth or wit. Everyone evolves with time. No one is bad or good. We all are equally unbiased. Everyone has a story to write and history to emboss.
Let’s make it worthy at the end.


“We are not what you think and you are not what we think”.

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I know I have not earned anything by being the most selfless, faithful and kind-hearted soul but I can proudly say I don’t carry any amount of guilt.

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Are Gen Z and late millennials the most broken and cursed generation who is pretending to be happy!

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I regret for the choices I made in life but not for the lesson learnt.

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I am everything I need.

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Every strong person you see today once started broken.

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One day you’ll look back on me fondly as someone who didn’t fear the future when they pictured you by their side. You’ll remember me as somebody who loved you with the best they could even if it wasn’t always what you needed or wanted. One call, one text, one meet will do miracles. But….

Always remember me as the selfless soul who tried and didn’t quit that easily. Inspite of all the red flags, I tried with whole of my heart. I believe this will help me to grow as a person and I am proud of who I am today. Because not everyone has the big heart to invest time, love and care generously.

At least I am glad I did it.

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