मां तो बस मां होती है
पर सिर्फ अपनी ही होती है-
Everyone keeps asking for health and doctor appointment, no body ever ask how am I feeling, do you want someone to talk to about your fears, anxieties. On daily basis, I struggle through emotions, I feel alone, I feel i am going through everything alone. It's easy to say be happy, don't take stress. But what I really want someone to sit with me, talk to me. I really need someone to give time to me.
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Sometimes I feel i don't belong here.
I believe in things that don't exist
I believe in love, loyalty, care, effort, and affection. I believe in keeping up with my promises. I believe in showing my love what they mean to me. I make an effort to continuously show them that they are special and are my priority.
But it seems i end up losing my self respect when the same is not even acknowledged, appreciation and reciprocation not even on the list. I feel lost, hurt, i feel neglected.-
Do you ever feel stuck in a reality loop and you really really wish to get out of this, go back in time and never ever return to present reality.
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बनाने को एक रंग खूबसूरत
दो रंगो को मिलना पड़ता है
एक दूजे में घुलना पड़ता है
एक बदले अपना रूप
दूजा रहे पहले सा
एसा कैसे चलता है
बनाने को कुछ प्यारा
दोनो को बदलना पड़ता है-
When two things come together, when they are joined they both have to change to make the bond strong. If only one is accepting change then the bond can't be strong. Not possible, never ever. It will break anytime.
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They- You have stopped writing about love
I have started feeling it with him-
Friend- You look so happy with him
Me- I experienced that love with him I never felt i deserve-
She was always unlucky in love but hope always remained. But this time it was like the last nail in the coffin. Maybe that was the end of something which couldn't have been beautiful or the start of something which has always been beautiful - SelfLove
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