I don't mind being sick,
But I'm sick of being in love!
Worrying & missing you all the time,
With a piece of my heart
That may not even be mine!
How do I trust you won't break me
Into indecipherable pieces?
Unglued, unsure, unaware of me;
How do I willingly lose myself
When it's been ages for me to finally see...
Who I am & what I stand for!
To rely on myself,
For happiness, success & failures,
For we are born alone & will leave so;
Why do I believe in this institution,
If not, where do I go?
What are the backups when everything is on the line?
Why does it take ages to be close friends but marrying a stranger is fine?
What if there's a snafu? What if we're bored?
There's no return policy when the ritual is this old!
I don't mind being sick,
But I am sick of being in love!
Having been burnt by fire so many times,
Why am I still attracted to the stove?
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