Calling out his name,
my voice stuck inside,
no matter how much I try,
but it surely didn't rise.
I see him going forward,
far away from me.
His step sound sad,
but not enough to be.
I opened my eyes,
I saw darkness around,
no one was going far away,
and to no one I was bound.
They call them the nightmares,
I call them instincts,
because you don't know what a writer go through,
just, what a beautiful story, you think.
Clenching my fists and
holding my eyelids down,
I still wanted this dream to end happily,
before it drowns.
Finally when I came back to reality,
I wanted to keep him in my heart,
and so I held my diary and the pen
and tried to describe it so hard.
I read the part again and again,
thinking this is not what I want to feel.
It took no me time but memories,
just a few minutes and the dream was revealed.
Being a storyteller
is not so bright,
not all flowers require sun,
some blossom at night.
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