I know you've gone your way and I've mine,
We aint gonna cross paths ever again
But there are these moments,
And the day of your birth yet remain.

No wonder why it doesn’t excite me anymore,
The exact same day I used to plan more than a month before
There are things that I agree or disagree to
But the fact that I couldn’t hate you.


I never realized when my favourite festival
Also turned into the most special day-
And honestly, it still feels the same
Though I know, you have gone far away…

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Don't let anyone go through what you have already did.
You healed, not everyone can !!

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My poems never preserved you
Maybe it never needed to;
For my eyes captured you, for the heart kept you
For that every drop of morning dew
that always brings the essence of you.

Although there is this hidden folder in my gallery
Where i can found myself smiling-
Smiling through tears
That wipes away my fears
Through every single portrait of yours
That makes my day a little more brighter.

Or I can flip through our chapters
Where i still keep my dream catcher.
Telling myself a stupid girl
Who knew 'maybe' and still named it 'forever' .

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Sometimes we get the things we never asked for that makes us feel like the happiest moment ever and we lose it like it was never meant to happen.

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This time I didn't capture every time for I knew you are gonna be with me till my last second.

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I long in the darkness of my mind iwith the hope that one day you will be here to hold my hand out of it...

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Turning over the old leaves I realised
"How beautiful are these memories being
preserved in words! "

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"Yes! it is him. More than me wanting him my life needs him. I know its only him "

*Confession made by my heart to the brain*

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It wasn't obsession
It was the fear of losing you!

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There are times that I think of you;
My hands miss yours!
There are times that these eyes can't sleep
with thousand imagination this mind stores!

It's strange how time changes
I can see no wall,
Neither do i remember any grudges
In what forcedness then have we fall?

After a period have inked out words;
I know you will get it to this far
No l can't just stuck upto this strangerhood
And I know you can't either!!

-Satabdi

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