You have no idea........
How ardently I appreciate the shades of blood.................

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I have never been home
Not even in my own house,
Not even in someone's eyes I got it,
Not even I got on my own,
I have never been home
You can't find comfort in me;
I am the dense forest you run for
But..................... For a while
You can't find the sweetest lies that make hope for life.
I am the darkest naked truth you are afraid of.
You can't find me with flowers for you,
I am always a poem having the ability to drain you, unrobe you, scatter you.
You are going to be scared of me; if I unrobe myself to show you those cuts and scratches, my true self.
You can't get soften words from me, you can't get a home you deserve....
Not because I don't want to give you; but I don't know what it is, I don't know how it feels.
Because I have never been home in this eternity.
Not even in my true or false self...
Not even in you though you offered.
I scattered it in my own, in my imagination, in fear, in ignorance.
That I never knew how to keep it...
I never been offered
I never been given... Though I asked with all my heart out..
Because I have never been to home.

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वो एक खूबसूरत सा ख़ाब है;
उसे ख़ाब ही रहने दो।
खिलते होंगे लाखों गुलाब हर रोज;
उसे किताबों के बीच ही रहने दो।
होते होंगे चाँद लोगों के प्रेमिकाएं;
वो एक टूटता तारा है उसे वैसे ही रहने दो।
मखमल सी होती होंगी और लड़कियाँ;
वो कांच है उसे कांच ही रहने दो।
तुम्हारा उससे नाराज़ होना लाज़मी है;
वह एक छलाबा है, उसे वैसी ही रहने दो।
कभी आँख खुले और निराश हो तुम सच्चाई से,
वो एक खूबसूरत सा ख़ाब है;
उसे ख़ाब ही रहने दो।

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Have you ever stood in front of a mirror with a blank look?

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My hands had my own blood stain and I was dancing with my bare feet having glass pieces on it, stabbed in my heart with the most remarkable smile I ever had.

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You have been existing so long in the darkest era of your life that you think there is no sign of light and anything can't be seen but what you forgot is to see yourself, Amber.how could you even imagine that darkness could be seen without the existence of light!

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Let me drown in your dark self
Let me love you in your lowest form.

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तुम गुलाब नहीं उस रात की रानी फूल सी हो
जिसने कभी सुबह नहीं देखी
फिर भी हर रात खिलती है
अंधरे के परवाह किए बिना!

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She became silent
When she screamed in her high pitch.

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Why do people hurt themselves for being too good for others?
- Redemption?

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