To read fiction is a privilege,
to write one is a luxury which many can't afford, it has nothing much to do with money, yet a lot.

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The present eats me up,
so I daydream and let the future and the present both enjoy the feast!

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I've put everything else on mute,
until I start to hear the sound of my heart all again.

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When you do not do things what you are created to do, you tend to get involve in things you shouldn't do

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Jis sar ko ghurur aaj hai yaan taj-vari ka
Kal uss pe yahin shor hai phir nauhagari ka


"The head which today proudly flaunts a crown
Will tomorrow, right here, in lamentation drown"


-Mir Taqi Mir

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Of course, you will face hardships.
What makes you think that you won't be tested when his most beloved creations, the Prophets were tested.
But give solace to your heart believing that, He would be there, with you, for you, always.
His support would be constant and
He would never leave you, no matter what.
He did not leave you when you were disobeying Him, Why do you think, He would abandon you when all you are trying is to obey and please him?
Hardships are to make you stronger,
make your imaan stronger, to modify you, to polish you, to make you believe that there's no one, absolutely no one who is more kinder to you than Allah, also to make you unbreakable by anything except for what Allah wills.

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You know Allah is all wise and all knowing, hence, he directed us to remember and do any good deed for him alone and not for anyone else, because he knows his creations more than themselves, I mean obviously, He is THE CREATOR.
Hadn't it been for him, imagine how disheartened and broken we would have been after doing good and getting worst in return!
And when it's for Allah, alone, we do any good, no matter what we get in return from the creations, we are never disheartened, never disappointed, because we never did it for them, at first place. What is there to get disheartened from them, then?
It was for Allah and He alone could and would bless and reward us.

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Hear me out, there is a difference between an extrovert and an asshole.
Spot it.
The extroverts won't ever let you feel uncomfortable whereas the assholes who act like they are frank kinda species let me tell you why do I call them assholes, they are just a filthy creature who extract their esteem and confidence of even their existence by mocking others and talking trash about them and those assholes need to be called out, spot them and avoid them, because those timid creatures won't ever accept their obnoxiousness.
I mean for obvious reasons!

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What are you afraid of? oh girl!
Why do you repent on everything you utter?
Why do you regret behaving in an obvious natural way?
What is that pressure you hold on to yourself?
What is that thing which isn't letting you breathe?
What secrets do you hold, other than your being, that you are afraid of getting known?
Let me tell you something, those insecure bugs who extracted their confidence of existence by demoralizing you, don't deserve even a thought of yours.
You are what you are, you have flaws, shortcomings, and scars but what right do they posses to question or mock any of it?
You are the way you are, with all your flaws and all your strengths, that's you, your very being, you mattered to the creator and were necessary for the universe,so He sent you down here and that's certainly enough.

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Unless you won't feel anything, how would you know if it's something which your heart welcomes or not.
In order to 'understand' it, you must feel it, you must encounter it,
the pain, suffering, love, fear, everything, every damn thing!
Let it go through your nerves if it bothers you at all, let it make you feel something about it, let your heart figure it out, what that feeling is, let your mind understand the reasons behind it.
Let our heart feel, let our mind understand, perhaps, these are the only things which the world is lacking, let our mind make certain opinion with it's intellect, let our heart decide what's good for it, with it's comfort.

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