Happy Birthday Appa.
I have loads to say lots to share.
But it feels like my throat is constricted and the words got stuck inside.
Like I always say,
Day speed off.
But, when the darkness hoovers above us,
Reality starts sucking my sanity in a gruesome way.
I get consumed by the cruelty of your absence.
I stumble down.
Letting the gravity engulf me on a cold marble stone.
I clutch my aching heart and watch me bleed.
Not bothering to mend my cracks.
I further wish to stay the same.
Either take me in your arms again.
Or let me go astray.
I don't dare want anything in between.

- Rhythm