I was never a good writer nor i ever aspire to be the one,
but something has changed me,
i guess i have found my inspiration.

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You are beautiful.

I know you've got many flaws, but who doesn't have one.
I know weighing machine sometime makes you feel uncomfortable & more likely inferior, but who doesn't have a imperfect body.
I know you've got stretch marks & scars on your body, but aren't we supposed to have one?
I know you are short, clumsy, chubby, skinny & dark.
I know how you feel when you stand beside a pretty girl who've got everything to get a guy's attention.
I know you are not perfect, and you don't have to be the one. Just be YOU.

"Just be you, don't pretend to be someone else, let them love you for what you are and most importantly who you are.

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I will die some other day, And for the time being i will LIVE.

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And one fine day i'll be out somewhere far, somewhere beautiful.
Carrying a backpack and my little book of happy things.

Sometimes climbing on a mountain and sometimes walking barefoot on the beach, doing everything that i was once afraid of. leaving all the weights of sorrow and memories that once held me back.
But no more!

For what i seek is the reason, to be alive and happy.
So one fine day i'll sit under the roof of million stars and write about the beauty of the constellation, the oceans, the summits, the things i ever daydreamed of and my stupidity.
like how i once made a wish seeing a shooting star and it never came true,
like how i never ran into a fist fight because i was scared of getting punched, I'm still scared though.
like how i spent my 12th summer vacations watching cartoons.
like how i still haven't watched Annabelle and other horror movies, they're creepy.
And like how everything seemed perfect once, everything.
So one fine day i'll scribble my journey on that blank diary of mine and when i'll be old, i'll pat my back for living a life without any regrets.

So one fine day i'll be out somewhere far,
Maybe beyond mountains.

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Fall in love.
Not once, but a thousand times.
With your freedom, friends & family.
Capture every moment, whether your smile is perfect or not.
And just go through that bunch of funny photographs when you are feeling low or isolated.
the one's with eyes half closed & body posture like never seen before.
It's going to put a broad smile on your face. Don't believe me?
Just give it a try.
Try everything, every damn thing.
Get drunk and grab a mic. If not, than speak your heart out.
Be a poet & make your life a poem, full of rhymes & alliteration, yet bruised & beautiful.
Cherish every moment.
And don't regret for things that made you happy, even for a while.

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Isn't it funny!
How we walk alone, yet we want someone to walk by our side.
We plead.

How we grow stronger & older having a dozen of people around, yet we have deeper scars to hide.
We bleed.

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I have seen things flying, fast & far
But time has always been my personal favourite.

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I would have walked a thousand miles,
If hope was a destination.

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6:00 PM
Standing on the edge of a cliff, he shouted looking at the sky.
"Lets end it here, i can't take it anymore"

'beep beep'
A reminder gave him courage to live.
To not to die, not now.

6:05 PM
Mom's appointment with doctor

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From wet bedsheets to wet pillow
We all grew up, stronger than before

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