Sometimes I wish you knew
Knew how crazy I am about you,
But then there are other times
When I am reminded of those devastating times of my life-
Things went crazy
Love ruined everything
And it broke me.

THAT is the time
I cannot risk of having again
Cannot invite in again.

So it's better this way.
Maybe I'll secretly always love you anyway.

Sometimes though...
I just wish you'd know...
But in reality,
I know
You'll never get to know :)

- © Saioni Das Gupta, 2020