A mistake is a mistake.. stay low, accept it and be humble enough to accept other people's feelings about it.
Patience, perseverance and honesty might cause roadblocks but they don't put a dead end.
If you have committed a mistake twice, it doesn't matter if you have a reason you did while you had a choice of knowing the consequences but just went blindly.
Provoking will only make it worse, accept the mistake, never commit it again and be humble and patient and the people will show up.
Remember, life is all about mistakes some don't learn at first but when it hits hard they do learn the second time and never commit it again.
PS - Apologies and feeling regretful
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