It stings
it stings when you talk so formally
it stings when you don't understand me
it stings when you behave like a stranger
it stings when you are not able to support my decision
it stings when i am unable to thread us away from this
it stings when i don't find my comfort with you
it stings when i feel so helpless suddenly
it stings when i can't navigate us
it stings mithi
it stings...

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I "Expected from them" in quotations

They Disappointed me in bold

I TRIED TO HANDLE IT in all caps

They crushed my heart with an ellipsis…

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He: Am i that malevolent my love

She: Yes you are, you made me addicted to yourself then you left me alone with your hovering absence

He: I am with you i live inside you, close your eyes and feel me babe

She: I can't, i want to see you with my open eyes and need your tangible presence around me

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Tera hote hue na hona
bas har sans
chubhta hai...

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Ab toh patanga jal ke rakh ho chuka,
ab kya farak padta
ki raat kitni gehri thi
ki shama ka kasoor tha bhi ya nhi...

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I really wish
she would come back
so that i will finally
have a reason
to leave.

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Ab toh en aankhon ko bi nam rehne ki aadat si ho gye hai.

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Zindagi ne aise mukam pe lake khada kr diya hai ki ab maut bi aa jaye toh usey bi hans ke gale lga lun.

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It's hard to smile but it seems easy to just let my tears flow nowadays.

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Usey meri khamoshi sunaye zarur deti hai lekin kabi samajh nhi aati.

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