Which goes back to 2016.
When I look back, I find myself in a better place today.
I take steps everyday, some of them takes me back to that place and some takes me out of it. What's important is now I know how to channelize it further.
When I look back, I see a girl who thought she won't be able to survive and, here I am today, planning to celebrate my 22nd birthday in a month.
I might not have taken a smooth path, but I am glad that I am not afraid of the journey anymore.
Life is all about completing a puzzle. I am glad I have found new pieces.

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Is it okay to realize in June
That you have been too harsh on yourself
Is it okay to let go the mistakes of January and welcome the new december with open arms.

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I have come a long way.
I care for myself more
I care for those who care for me
I don't care for those, who don't care for me, who lie to me and who have broken my heart.
I don't have guilt.

I have come a long way, I hope everyone does.

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I am optimistic in my own way. I believe that with time and experience, our perspective changes. And, then, God crosses our path with those whom our old perspective has hurt.

That is your chance, my friend, a chance to apologise.

Don't seek chances, without a new perspective!

Don't apologise if it doesn't come from your heart!

Most importantly, don't curse yourself just because you'd hurt someone. It is good that you have an honest realization!

Trust me it's okay, and better than a meaningless sorry!

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To the friend who is another city or probably in another world,

I promise I wanted to come. Now that you left this world behind, you might have the answers to all the questions and I am hoping that you know where the truth lies, you know I don't lie. You know I care, more than I should.

You should probably know that I was angry with you. I thought you're biased. But I guess I am understanding what human emotions are. May be the situation was such, you had your choices, I had my reactions. I know I didn't love you enough, but I liked asking questions. I loved it when you couldn't answer whom Akbar fought the last battle with. I remember how you would come over and over again to play this game and you lost, everytime.

The precious someone, the love of your life, whom you have left behind is my responsibility now. It breaks my heart to even imagine how she'd felt the first time she saw you lifeless ( which I never had a chance to see, although I dont't regret it and I know you don't want me to either). I love her and I promise to take care of her, for you, for me, for us.

Goodbye

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In an envelope
Kept under my pillow.
Each tear shed on the pillow
Inked an extra word to it.

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कुछ खो-सा गया है मुझमें
फिलहाल उसी की खोज है।
दिन दर दिन, शाम दर शाम
उसी की खोज में हूँ।
एक उम्मीद सी है कि शायद उसके करीब हूँ।

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Do you ever have this feeling where people write nice things about you and you don't want to open the inbox because you're scared that you might ruin it with a conversation!!

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All we need, is a reason to live.

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मैं सन्नाटो के भवर में ढूंढता हूँ तुझे|
तू शोर-ए-महफ़िल में मन की आवाज़-सी मिलती है।|

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