Sometimes I behave like
I don't care about you,
But reality is
I care about you a lot.

Sometimes I do childish behavior,
But it doesn't mean I am child.

Sometimes I cry hard
It's not because I want to show off,
It's because I am hurt.

I used to say
I hate you to show my anger
I say it because
I want urs activities to make me smile.

I used to say
I don't want to see you ever
But my actual wish is
You hugg me tight and say I will never leave alone.

I behave like I hate you most,
Actually I love you like insane.

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