Against the wind
In the dark
I walk with my eyes closed
It's cold
Like always in my heart
The trees
They seem to talk to me
But I seldom understand words
And thoughts of my own
Afraid to reach my destination
Maybe I walk too slow
What if I walk past my destination
And reach for beyond
Do I start over?
Do I walk against the wind
Or is the wind
kind to me this time?
Do the ghosts of my future
Have glimpses of yours?
Did the demons of my past,
Somehow ressurect yours?
Greed among humans
A common demeanor
Who's righteous?
Greed serves my purpose
As it does yours and theirs;
Let me walk against the wind now
When I'm in the dark
Afraid to reach my destination
Maybe I walk too slow
It's cold,
I know
It always is in my heart;

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I scream now,
Every night
To save me
From yesterday's day
How much more?
I ask
There's no answer,
From anywhere
If I let go
I'm courageous
If I give up,
A coward
But to give up everything
Takes courage rarely known
So honour me with a badge,
Let me die a martyr;

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Darling do you remember
It was a summer day
And things were happy
I was a text away
I wish it was the other way;
Have we hurt each other enough now
Is it time for us to move on now?
What happened to our love
Our love that was supposed to be forever
Should we keep it in our memories
And moments of the past?
Can we keep our memories
And moments in the past?
Darling you gave me a little love
Took away much more
Made me feel so less
So little
You knew it all along;
We've parted ways
And I'll always love you a little bit,
But darling promise me
Now that I'm not me
Don't remember me as her
The season has changed
So has our love
You aren't just a text away
I wish it was the other way

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Quite distant
It seems
Shall we walk
A little more?
With a wretched heart
And bleeding feet
"Ofcourse,
Let's walk;
We can walk,
Just a little more"
Quite distant
It seems
I'll be fine,
You'll be too
Darling take another step
I think we're close,
Darling, hold my hand,
I can almost see home;

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Some days the world is bearable
And the other days I crumble under the weight of my own existence;
From air to light to noise,
Everything overwhelms me;
Meet me on one such day
Hold my hand,
And tell me everything will be okay
I won't believe you
But please don't give up on me
Lie to me a hundred times
I promise I'll believe you after a thousand times

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Dear, do you have a minute?
To talk about the grief
Yesterday's night bestowed
Up on our shooting stars
Under that dark sky
Did you hope to find the Light
That would brighten up our world
Under that night sky
With me next to you
Did you also try to find a home in me?
All that love
And you still don't feel like home
All that love
And I'm still trying to be enough for you
Darling maybe
You are my home
Dear, do you have a minute?
Let's sit in silence
I'll put my head on your shoulder
And you'll hold me;

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At the edge of my seat
Restless and worried
Hoping it would end differently
But oh, I've seen this movie
You can't change the story
When the characters remain the same
Same smiles
Same cries
The ending,
Saw no glory
I know my sins
My demons justified
If it does end differently,
Is my story satisfied?
At the edge of my seat
Restless and worried
Hoping it would end differently
But oh, I've seen this movie

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As we lie down
To watch the shooting stars
What do I wish for?
I'm scared you'll hear
The voice in my head
Wishing to forget the nights
Of my wretched past
Darling don't ask me
Of The things I hide,
I would reveal his secrets
Only to save mine;
Make him the villian
Be the damsel who fought
Make you believe the lies
And masquerade,
For it's the ritual;
I'd stir up some love
In you, so you hold me
I would be on my guard,
I couldn't let you know me;
As we lie down
To watch the shooting stars
I wish for an empty sky
I hope it fades,
Just like our love would
The day you'd see me naked,
The day we make love

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Pardon him
My worthlessness I mean
He looks like joy
And everything fine
So soft
At the corner
Would roll down the cheeks
At my order
By my side
On sleepless nights,
Awaits my trial
And steals my pride
Just this once
When I did win
He chose to be joy
And masquerade well
Just this once,
And I did win
Oh well, he stole,
And my heart, is heavy again;
Could you pardon him,
My worthlessness I mean
For he is, my only true honour;

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Vase of glass
Empty without flowers
Saw through me
But was filled with water
Held so tight
Like the floor was stone
Chose to fall
A million, satires
Insides filled with cracks
So torn, like you
But your roses bloom
Just like you
Saw through me
And held so tight
Chose to fall
A million, satires

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