Today I realized, my love,
The scar from that heartbreak
Is yet to fully fade.
I still find myself longing,
Yearning for your embrace.
Would you ever grasp
The weight of this silent ?

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My heart is heavy,
Does it miss you,
Or simply not feel itself?
In silent echoes, it sighs,
Lost in memories on a shelf.
Each day feels colder,
Nights stretch endlessly,
Your absence lingers,
In every breath I breathe.
Dreams of us haunt me,
Shadows of what we were,
I search for solace,
But find only blur.
Your laughter, a whisper,
Your touch, a distant star,
My heart aches deeply,
Wherever you are.

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I sat there, numb in the shower,
Listening him to speak,
His words of making love,
Sent my heart racing, unable to speak.
I couldn’t catch my breath
Fearful of someone might overhear
my thoughts,
As I bit my lip for longing.
The cold water lost its chill,
But your words..
Baby..!

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He isn’t into u, neither he loves you.
You are just his responsibility.
He is not mad about you, but he is always mad on you.
It’s not love… honey, it’s just a marriage

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I wonder if someone could find fascination in me as I read.
Lounging on the couch with both feet crossed, the kindle rests on the arm of the chair.
Her left elbow just above the screen, and her right hand supporting her chin.
Glazed eyes and slightly pouted lips reveal her absorption in the text.
She casually tucks a strand of hair behind her ear, wholly engrossed in the act of reading. A subtle smirk graces her eyes, leaving me curious about the literary world captivating her.
If only she could gaze at me with the same intensity she reserves for books…

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Jaana…
I am full of love,
I am full of pain.
Take me in or
Push me away.
I am irreversible.
You stand at a distance, blow me a kiss.
My lips still quiver.
You wipe that glass with your long fingers.
I could yet moan.
Couldn’t you take this hotness?
My highness, I’ll be your cold shower,
Drizzle the water on your golden tone.
I could still taste through love.

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It’s been a while since I saw him
It’s been a while since I have took the same path when I saw him last
I have been thinking about it all lately
Love romance or passion whatever you name it darling it’s been a while since it touched all my skin
It’s been a while since I tasted that feeling of yearning for more..
Thirst on my lips
And longing in my heart!

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Hum tho bas unke muskurahat dekhne ki umeed mein baithe huye hain yaara!

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I buy bags honey
I buy watches
I buy makeup
I bought some glasses
Bottle of wine
And some snack
Money makes happy they say
I bought everything with it thinking it would make me happier
As you wouldn’t
You wouldn’t try
You don’t get it
You don’t get my feelings my hearts my emotions my sadness
You criticise you laugh..
But you wouldn’t try,
Lost the game of love me all my life
Once a failure I was left with only lost!
There you go, I am not shopaholic but lost in the streets in search of love in search of joy
As always I am lost!

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Please excuse me darling
Let me convey to my silly heart
It is in search of something that doesn’t exist anymore..
That old school love and intimacy is hard to find now..
People are way more practical than I thought!
It’s all part of life and not life anymore

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