and i sought the moon ,
knowing well that
its light will never
warm me .
possible is only the illusion
that i can reach it .

in nature, my meeting
with the moon
is impossible .

just a reverie .

i desire you
more than
the moon
itself .

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and i move through a world
that no longer feels real ,
haunted by echoes of
what i have lost .

people speak ,
but their words
pass through me
like i am nothing
more than the air .

among them ,
i'm invisible .

among them ,
i am dead .

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but amidst all the endless dreams ,
unattainable desires ,

the only thing that
the destiny allowed ,
the only reality that
felt like a dream

was - me
meeting
you .

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and perhaps ,

every shooting star
was just the universe
trying to remind me

of your
name .

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and
whenever
it feels like
i've forgotten
something ,

the
first thing
i look for is

you .

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and the only proof that
i can exist without you
is beating of
my heart .

yet ,
with each pulse ,

i realise ,
it isn't mine
to claim ,
for
it still beats
in your name .

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and i have lost everything
that mattered except
the memory of you ;

it stayed like a wildfire ,
consuming everything
in its path, leaving only
ash and regrets .

still ,
i love .

i love as if
i am cursed
to love
you .

forever .

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Testimonial for Akansha

She is strength,
she is power,
And guess what
her name is

Desire .

Akansha .

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and when i saw you
in pain ,

i prayed ,

you could
stop loving me .

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writing you brings me
a sense of peace ,
yet each word i write ,
reminds me ,
you are the source
of my sorrows
too .

love ,
you are
my grief .

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