So, December is here.
2019 has changed me in so many ways.
Not only I hit rock bottom, I stayed there for so long. Yet here I am. Survived my apocalypse. So I am going to be Thankful for this year by showing my gratitude in the next 30 days and walk into 2020 only with positive thoughts.

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Dear Happiness,

You come in many forms, as an object, as a person, as a situation and in million other ways.
Still I am struggling to find your presence, your form in my life.
All I ever want from you is to be the answer to the inevitable Question.

"How are you?"
"I am Happy".

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Not really sure whether I am actually happy or pretending to be happy anymore.

The lines have blurred.
Do we have any gadget to find actual happiness level, filtering out pretentions?

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Does it get better?

I've always imagined that emotional pain is short-lived, just like how that heart break from a sad movie fades away while walking down from the theatre.

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Thank you for being my escape zone
Thank you for keeping my imagination on point
Thank you for making me laugh even when you have no voice
Thank you for bearing my silly tears spoiling your cover
Thank you for inspiring me to inspire more

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We all complain that "life is unfair to me"
But I think, life is always equally fair with everyone of us.
It always gives us choices, but are we brave enough to choose the tough path?
Are we strong enough to face the failures and consequences?

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The One

The One whose mere presence lift up your mood
The One with whom you wanted to share your nonsense stories
The One who you lookup on your bad days
The One who jumps for your success
The One with whom you can be vulnerable
The One who never judges you
The One who feels like home
The One who set the standard very high
The One with whom boredom never hits
The One who hates to see you cry
The One, everyone deserves to meet in their lifetime

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Winning.
It is about the effort that you put in.
It is about the first step that you take in towards the end line
It is about reaching the end line no matter what.

Achievement is the process of reaching your goal.

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Loneliness!!

We often, fail to appreciate the company we have and yearn for something we can't have.

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It is like we stuck in some infinite loop.

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