Ways of the fallen leaf

Just the period of time ago we were connected to a single branch and single bark we were close and we grew to geather nevr knew that you would be apart from me or with someone else I know that you never knew how I fel about you yet I adored you like my own you were never too far to reach and you were never so close to hold you We were talking but we never opened up to each other you were warmin up to someone and I was burned up by the sun finally I have fallen apart from you , I have thought about you till the moment i hit the ground now I will be a part of your memory I know I was close to you yet I will fade away just like the fallen leaves I would be swept away or blown away

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Walking Without A Path

I walk these streets, hoping I’m safe,
Hoping I belong to someone, and someone belongs to me.
Once, I trusted someone to be mine,
But their heart was already waiting for another.
So, I walked away, thinking at least I still had my trust.
Years passed, and life repeated itself—
Another love, another betrayal.
Now, even trust feels lost, unsure where my love belongs.
Maybe this is what they call a lonely road,
A path without a clear destination.
I am mine, and I always will be.
Fate made sure I learned that lesson well.
I’m not complaining—it’s just a realization.
I walk this lonely road, no path, no clear end.
But maybe one day, under the moon’s soft glow,
I’ll carve my path, with someone walking beside me.

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HEART ON ICE

They say when you get close to the person you love your heart warms up
Your heart knows that comfort is in your arms hence it warms up for the embrace that the person you like gives you in
I have been close to someone and redefined my thoughts for you
Yet I came to know your heart is connected to someone else that I would never want to know
And I don't blame you for the hopes that i had for us as those are just hopes
The world says the pain is the latter to the happy endings
But I don't know my legs hurt now
I have a gift or maybe a practice
My heart warms up very rarely
But every time I get close to that person they walk away from me
That's the reason I cut my heart and put it on Ice
Even if my heart warms up the ice can remind me it's just for a moment and it will go cold again
The temperary hope is more dangerous than death

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Thought you should know

You were alone and I was lonley
I thought I could give you some company
Months passes away weirdly I am into you
The time we spent is precious
The little fights we have and the little moments we enjoyed are my stars in the sky i paint of the canves of my heart
I just knew that your heart desires someone else
Yet again I became lonley
I long for you yet your out of my reach your in my arms when ever you hug me
I don't even wanna be in those arms if I'm not yours , that's what my brain says
But my heart wants every moment that it can hold you in
Though you should know my heart before it bleeds again
Maybe my heart is designed to take pain than to be happy
But the moments which you were immeasurable to anything
You will read this and yet you don't know who I am speaking to
You deserve more than what you think
I will miss this feelings

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The Love of the Lonely

The white and gray life had just been the way it was—alone.
The heart never craved the colorful life.
I have been with you for far longer than I know.
I was ignorant of how important you are to me.
I was broken, yet you gathered me close to you.
I am alone, with the thoughts that you are more than my heart desires.
I was in a dark place, yet you were the light that shined bright.
You became the reason for the smile I had.
I am the lonely heart, with none to confess.
I am the shallow hall of memories that I dive into.
You are the one who rescued me.
Now, I don’t know if I should confess.
If I do, will my heart still be lonely?

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The void that never fills
the quality or state of being without something lack, absence as the description of the word say I never know that I had a void that has never been filled I was a mass of memories and filled with excitement but never showed them out but for one I was a bright start who would only shine for you the gravity between was perfect we pulled and pushed each other and yet we stood still at our core Yet again I was seen as a shooting star once you pushed me too hard I wish I was still in your arms just like the we used to be but again it is a fantasy in my head as long as you are away I know The idea of our relationship is just like a black hole what ever the light I have as a hope It will be sucked into nothing ness My heart created its own void , even though I constantly try to fill it with new memories , but the hours turned into days and the days into months every day with all the memories I tried to fill the void , yet the void still remains unfilled

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         The Hope That failed me

I am just a simple heart I yearn for attention in silence 
I am nervous to talk to you 
I was travelling in my imaginary world where even my thoughts had no one for me
rested easy and bested myself every day 
I just hoped I would not be alone in the future 
Then I met you but The meeting turned into betrayal 
I was just getting used to an Idea of believing that I had someone to call mine 
yet The futured laughed at my doorstep knowing my fate and snapped the string that attached you to me
I was the hope that built our relation from the ground 
Yet that hope failed me by separating you from me
Now I know that the hope is just a word of encouragement for the failure ahead 
yet again we say hope gives us life 
but for me it just gave me pain that I cant hold anymore

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The smile that has no vision You have been a member in my memories less than few months yet when I look back I was just colour blind The colours of your beauty faded in my memories when you were away now you are at my arms reach I can only smile at your sight I wanna say all the colour i have lost in my thoughts I found them back in your eyes For others you are beautiful when ever you are at your best with new outfits on but I am blind to that sight I smile to your heart beat when I am far away I know I am unworthy , yet my heart desires your presence so that It can smile even when it has no vision of who you are to anyone else

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           The rose That bleeds
  The loyal heart that stood guard to your presence 
    It never felt at peace or encountered any other place where my heart can lean on
I was tired when I met you and rusted with the emotions that never healed 
I was broken inside  and none can see it and I never wanted to share my pain 
The day you left the heart with no notice of why you have left the 
I stood like a door men waiting for your  return 
Now I am just rooted to a single place and my hearts avoids any love that is shown to me
     I am  a rotten plant that is still
standing 
watering my rotten memories with my
bleeding heart  
 

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To The Girl I love
We met through a conflict we cussed each other
Yet we never were without each other
With tangled hair and your hypnotic eyes of the darkest night
You took me hostage and kept me close to your heart
From the day in and day out we argued restless
Yet we grew close
The days were musky when you were not with me
I felt lonely without your text and i missed our little fights
The heart of mine wants to confess it's sin of hiding it's love for you
What do I know and what do I say i dont even know what my thoughts are
To the girl I love
I serve my heart as the only gift

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