In the courtroom of realization and regret, I now confess, He, my last mistake, upon this heart's heavy chest. Should I repeat my fall, I'll endure a grievous crime, My heart, destined to break, until the end of time.
With a heavy heart and plethora of strange feelings, I gazed at the ceiling and everywhere around to find nothing but suffering.
I want to say. I want to speak my problems out. I want to write. I love you Dad. I miss us! I am important and so are my words. No one in this world can make me believe the otherwise.
halt for a while and listen to my untold stories discuss my insecurities over coffee Laugh at my miserably failed love Giggle at my array of crushes I ask it to survive this lonliness a little more so that the birds sleep a little more and my soul remains away from the Chaos a little more...
Some eyes just contain so much of magic. You look at them and you're consumed. Those talkative bad boys will make you lose the track of time. The more your brain tries to cut the connection the more you keep falling deeper into them. Even the chaos that you've been running away from can't help you escape. The whole world goes quite for a moment.
I have always wondered why have been the nights scaring me, and the reason why humans are so addictive. Unlike happiness, why is it so difficult to share sadness and insecurities. And why the hell do hatred spread faster than love, and why does regret win over realization. How can one sapien feel victorious watching another lose, break and shatter. What could be the reason that we feel alive in an abandoned valley and extremely isolated inside a civilisation. Isn't life too short to be this complicated and filled with such unanswered questions!
Listen, I need to badly confess my feelings to you. I am madly in love with you. You are my crush.. you are in my imagination.. your thoughts tempt me.. they make me feel horney.. you in my imagination drive me crazy.
I want you. I love you. I need you. Please be mine! I want to call you mine. I want to have all my rights reserved. I want to rest in your arms. I want to hug you tight.
I wanna kiss you with all my love and caress your hair with my fingers looking passionately at your blooming face. I want your smell to stick onto me my body and my clothes. I want you to handle my mood swings, my tantrums, my love. I want you to turn my blues into rainbow hues. I can't wait to fall in love you. My love for you is like rain and the soil. We together can spread the fragrance of love all around!