I gave you my soul, my world, my all,
But you watched in silence as I’d fall.
Like petals in winter, bare and untaught,
I loved you with all my heart, yet you broke it,
no matter what.
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In the courtroom of realization and regret, I now confess,
He, my last mistake, upon this heart's heavy chest.
Should I repeat my fall, I'll endure a grievous crime,
My heart, destined to break, until the end of time.-
No one else is responsible for your happiness. Happiness is a choice.
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With a heavy heart and plethora of strange feelings, I gazed at the ceiling and everywhere around to find nothing but suffering.
I want to say. I want to speak my problems out. I want to write. I love you Dad. I miss us! I am important and so are my words.
No one in this world can make me believe the otherwise.
Some nights are just too long to survive!-
halt for a while
and listen to my untold stories
discuss my insecurities over coffee
Laugh at my miserably failed love
Giggle at my array of crushes
I ask it to survive this lonliness a little more
so that the birds sleep a little more
and my soul remains away from the Chaos
a little more...
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Some eyes just contain so much of magic.
You look at them and you're consumed.
Those talkative bad boys will make you lose the track of time.
The more your brain tries to cut the connection the more you keep falling deeper into them.
Even the chaos that you've been running away from can't help you escape.
The whole world goes quite for a moment.
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I have always wondered why have been the nights scaring me,
and the reason why humans are so addictive.
Unlike happiness, why is it so difficult to share sadness and insecurities.
And why the hell do hatred spread faster than love, and why does regret win over realization.
How can one sapien feel victorious watching another lose, break and shatter.
What could be the reason that we feel alive in
an abandoned valley and extremely isolated inside a civilisation.
Isn't life too short to be this complicated and filled with such unanswered questions!
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Be around people where your presence is celebrated not tolerated.
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