To the moon

Standing in the mid of a dark forest,
where nothing reaches , not even the fear
I was looking at my shadow, and smiling as it gives remembrance of something
maybe of my life...

Why the rush of life is silent here or maybe I am drowning , drowning to the void

Why this vibe is a bit familiar, giving chills of hospitality and yet I m feeling the cold , cold of winter night and
cold of losing everything

Is this really happening?
Is I am really facing it?
Is this is where a story will come to closing?
Is this what Hannah felt in the bath tub?
If yes , I wish for a hug, maybe for one last time......

Take me the moon
Take me to the place where I feel
Take me to the place where I smile ;truly
Take me to the place I deserve
Take me to the Eternal peace.....

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If I die , don't cry . I was a lost star found who its way....

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Being alone isn't what hurts but the people around you make you feel alone, is what hurts.......

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They will demotivate you , they will call your thoughts trash
they will take your words as a joke
they will try to snatch away the smile you have
they will try to blackened your future
They will help you to kill yourself.......

Never forget who you are and what you have....
You are the one who make your destiny
You are the one who bend the future towards you
You have both, the good and bad of you
Use the good for achieving your goal
Use the bad for taking revenge.... As revenge is the only thing which can satisfy a innocent soul

Never be ideal....

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If love is just a word, then why does it hurt so much if you realize it isn't there?

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The night we met

Why my heart is beating so hard?
Why my eyes are stucked?
Why the silence cuts the noise?
Was this all because of her?

She was there, standing infront of me
Glorifying the view of my eye

I was still, still to admire the beauty
the beauty which can't be reality

Her eyes were the heart shot of her look
Her hairs were floating with the breeze of love
Her smile was the one which got me
Is she really exist?

Should I approach her?
What would I will say?
What will happen if I fail?
Why the hell , I m so much pale!?

"Just go and say hi and how are you"
Who are you?
"I am the one who lie inside you"
I don't need you
"You will need me , when you will go for I love you"

Is this really love at first sight?

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Wake up to reality! Nothing ever goes as planned in this world. The longer you love, the more you realize that in this reality only pain , suffering and futility exist

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The acid which took away my dream

Who are you? I asked the mirror
What am I really became?
Is this really my face?

Where are my eyes?
The eyes which dream of million
The eyes which saw the hope of life
The eyes which reflect the rise of a free bird
The eyes which once used to shine with pride
got lost in the darkness of mine

Why people are going away?
Why those eyes of them hate me?
Why the crime of someone's else life became guilt of my life?

Was this really the result of saying "No"
No to his proposal
No to his sins
No to his will
No to ideology of this society

I tried to kill myself,
but acid that day, not even spare my hand

The acid which took away my dream!!

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I love her
I like her
I care her
I help her
I dream her
I miss her

But she is not my "her"........

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Lost (Part 2)

They say , after this everything will be fine
the sun will shine on us again
But now everything went in vein

Why the hunger of conquering satisfied by the thirst of blood
Why the rise of someone is in simultaneous with the downfall of someone
Why is the war the only solution?

I am lost,
lost in the guilt of not getting killed along with my people...

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