I am going to celebrate Christmas tonight
And tomorrow
The day after tomorrow
And the next day too
Because my heart feels like little light bulbs
That you see across the streets
Blinking, colored, jingling lights in the darkened dark
And it makes me happy
Like no other thing,
Because lights are all we have
Worthy to be seen, to be felt
To be held in the memories
Like no other, Person
And I guess, I'll celebrate Christmas,
Everyday
Till the day I die.

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Is this it?
The life we wish
The life we deserve
You know, all the love and care
But look up the nose,
And see fear sitting on a chair
Like a king, like an emperor of your will
That's not it, and it never was
You are your God,
You are the person, you are meant to love
That you meant to surpass.

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And just like that
He flew away
Believing the hope
That was never in the sky
And yet, all he did was try
All he did was try!

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There was music
Sound of drums, and guitar
Fear and anxiety getting out of my hand
And mind sliding down like quicksand
Then, there was a light
Thunderstuck, in the sky
And in my heart, I got it again
My hopes high
Yet again, a will to try.

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With the drops of rain
Dipped in the Melody of my pain
Misery slides through my veins
As I walk through the celestial lanes
The key is lost
I can't pass through the joyful door
Hearts full of woe
And eyes sore
Oh! And the frown
As I stare the mirror
I see something else too
A mask
To turn it upside down
Well
Nothing makes sense now
The life is a lie
But I love it somehow
And that mask will burn with me
When I will die.

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I am disappointed
I am in distress
And my life
Is a ball of mess
I may be good at things
But the things that matters the most
Is turning my life
Into a race
I try harder, and harder
With each passing second
And hour
Into the sea of struggle I dive
All I do is strive
But yet I fail
I am disappointed
And in distress
All I want is a little taste of success.

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If it is happiness
Laughter and smiles
Sunflowers and rainbows and glittering stars
Then, there's struggle too
Some of those days, filled with darkness
Sweaty palms and heavy mind
Nights of cold and hunger and pain
Days that just makes you desperate for rain.

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I took that summer road,
Because I wanted to
They drive a cars, motorcycles and whatnot
But a bicycle was all I needed to make my way through
A drink coffee instead of tea
Smile and laugh like I am free
I see old movies, from nineteen fifty eight
I fly high in summer, I walk alone in cold
I buy clothes that I want, write what I want
I am young, and old too
Well because,
I am here for that, am I not?

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Confidence is sexy
Maybe, the sexiest
Like a person walking
Wrapped in a ball of fire.

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People don't care about your efforts
They just want the results.

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