Most times these days…
I am just irritated with lot of things people say….
The words or the conversations that I dint mind before….
Simply annoys me….
The day becomes disturbing…..
I also know myself that my tolerance was much better….
Im definitely not this frustrated being….
But I keep telling myself that this phase would pass soon….
There are some things I really wish and love to do
But at the moment I just choose to keep quiet…
And this takes a toll out of me everyday….
Finding it so difficult to pass this single day…..
One thing that constantly runs through my mind is,
“I just wish to be with my mom….!”
Yes this is my pregnancy phase….
And I just know only she can understand the exact things I go through now…
I thought I can manage this alone….
But Im just not myself here …..
Counting every single day till the day we meet…
Miss you mom…!❤️

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Breaking his trust
Still remains the most hurtful scar
Which my heart still struggles to forget and forgive…!

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My heart screams a lot more things….
You do not hear all of it….
Not that you are not listening…
Its just that I do not let it be…!
But just for you to know…
I can say that they are not a secret I hide…,
May be…,
May be…, you notice someday…!

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It was her birthday….!
His eyes couldn’t focus.
She stood there in a saree as a distraction….
Making it difficult for him to hide his stares but give secret glances then and there…!
Little disappointed…. But she still waited for him to wish…,
It was tough not exhibiting the desperation…
Though their eyes met…,speaking volumes…
Those seconds of awkwardness never him a chance to tell how beautiful she looked nor did she create a space for them to meet…!
It was afternoon….
It was a short break between classes….
Just then she got a call….
Her heart pounding and not willing to wait a second more ….
She picked it quick….
And in a softer tone than usual said…’Hello’….
There was silcene before every sentence….
Atlast putting an end to the wait…, He said,….”Happy birthday…!”
It was so simple as that.
Nothing fancy and no special words added…!
“Thankyou” she replied.
Not expecting more would just be a lie.
And then there was this long pause…
A quarter of a minute passed….
When he heard someone calling her in for the class….
And just before she hung….
He said,…
“You look beautiful in saree…!”
And watched her enter the class with a soft smile…!

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You are back home after a tiring long shift of work…
The last bit of energy you just saved to open the main gate carefully without a sound so that you don’t wake up your sleeping big dog….
Finishing the responsibilies for the day…., saw my husband peep through the door and before I could realise, he started pulling me and rushing me in….
And I had no idea what it was all about…..
But just kept guessing some situations….,
‘Is there guests at home?
Someone not well?
Is everything okay?
What is happening?’…,
And shouting all the way….and in a puzzled face
He brought me infront of his sister and said….,
“Didn’t I tell you she is home”….!
How do I explain what that moment made me feel?
My soul just hugged him tight….
But I just stood there overwhelmed and embarrassed how all eyes turned to me…!
Coming back home and knowing someone misses you….
Just instantly wipes away the day’s exhaustion…!

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Lying on your arms…
Time just lapses…
As I keep gazing at your brows and lashes….!

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‘Quality’, is never cheap….
Also, ‘expensive’ doesn’t always weigh its worth…!

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She was just a little girl….
Who repeatedly read his text that said…,
“I trust you blindly” …..even on an April fools day…!

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The scent of innocence you smell
when in love…,
I wish it lasts forever…!

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Just as he walked past her…
He wispered in her ears…, “I have a surprise for you…!”
Her eyes gleamed as she turned to him….
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If only he had looked back once….
That moment of silence would have conveyed the depth her heart desired…!

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