You're not mine
But sometimes I pretend,
That you wish you were.

I create the idea that you secretly want me.
And I often forgot that it's just something
I've made up.

You do not want me.
And you're not mine.

I have been told that,
If you repeat a word
Over and over it losses its meaning.

I've stayed up countless nights,
Repeating your name,
Hoping that you'll mean less to me
with each breath.

But I Failed..!!

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