Years of togetherness and I lost her. It was all my mistake. It’s 2:37 AM and I Can’t sleep, like every other day...
I keep longing for her.. her thought itself is painful yet calming. I keep thinking of her when we used to be together. When she used to playfully call me with random weird names to irritate me, yet I loved every bit of it. With her, hours felt like seconds… It feels like yesterday, when she kept showing me all she had bought from the market, be it her jhumka, sandals, shrugs & what not.
While I keep dwelling in our memories, her thoughts and her dreams feel so real to me. I wish I could make this dream into reality where she is with me but alas, here I am in realization… frantically facing the reality with an empty heart and swollen eyes in tears.
Half of me in disbelief and the other saying, I Knew it…Both of the sides had the same question though. WHY?
I hope this nightmare ends soon. I hope I can awaken back into my dreams as I can’t see her drifting apart anymore. I still want to talk to her; ask her bout how her day was ? Just like I used to do, countless times.
It's hard having to sit there waiting for a reply that I know for a reason – it won’t come.
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