I know mom Iām strong , I can handle my things..
butā¦.
Some times I want to be careless and do what ever I want
Sometimes I want to lay down and cry loud and say I am unable to handle , I want your presence at any costā¦.
I want to be a kid again, but not the kid I used to be ā¦
But the kid with no hesitation to ask any think not thinking what others will say if ā¦
what if parents feel bad ..
let me withdraw my plan because sister need to do her , she is small than me , let her do her wish Iāll drop mine ..
parents wish is my wish ..
I canāt go abroad because someone need my presenceā¦
I just want to say this mom ā¦
I feel bad for many things mom but I canāt say them
Iām not strong, I canāt handle things ,
Iām not ok..
Iām not okā¦
Iām not at all okā¦ Amma ā¦.
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