We stand there, in rebellion
With ourselves and the world,
Holding hands in the dark
Not knowing where we stand.
Lightning rumbles in heavens and there is a flash,
You smile and I am a crying mess.
You say you don't remember the way back home
And I think to myself it is a good thing.
Your bruises are healed and bones are mending
It is a good thing you don't remember the pain.
There is an echo of waves crashing
Far off in the horizon,
A storm roared deep
In the heart of the sea.
I bend my back and pick up your pack,
And prepare myself to carry you again.
You are silent, unmoving
Adment on not leaving
And I, unable to take a stand.
There's a sound like a song in the wind
And you smile
As if saying it is finally Your Time.
I weep and thrash as you limp away mesmerized,
On your way towards the siren's call.
With every step, I hear your bones cracking.
I pull and you hurt but never once stop.
The water comes, I let you go. There's blood in your wake.
I call your name, try again and again;
You never return..
The dream loops on and on.
You never cry.
#visual poetry-
I have wept rivers
for ocean
to come find me.
I have dug
grave upon grave,
all ready to fall.
I have died
just to be held once
like a heartbeat.
Like a prayer breathed
to skies above;
I'm the last call.
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I look at this man
I've folded my plans into
and wonder what destination
is written on his envelope.
#loveletter-
It is not the
permanence of love
that is the beauty of it all,
but the infinite existence
of countless
mere moments.
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It is hard
the rewiring of this brain
after everything,
it just wishes
to sit in corners and cry.
But there are
so many breaths in me
untaken;
half inhaled,
half exhaled.
Waiting for sunshine
drenched roads
and winds whistling
through open hair.
The bright eyed,
seventeen girl still sits
patiently behind all this mess
she wishes to smile again
and I can't
not let her wish come true
like this;
she deserves everything
taken away from her,
deserves everything
she missed.
#revolution
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If heaven exists
I have so much to tell you.
Poetries I never wrote,
stories too wild.
And if rebirth is all
we are stuck in forever,
then I hope you too
are an only child.
#dear brother
22 and counting
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