And when finally you say "Yes",
The first thing I'd do is hug you tight..the hug can last a few minutes, several more minutes or hours long.
I'd hold you till my body soaks in your warmth & my heart is assured it has it's forever.
Let me be a clingy monkey, for you have known most of me & I want nothing more than you.-
I thought it's okay to hold on to ego just in this case, just in your case
I thought why should I try? If it wasn't my fault why should I take the guilt ?
I kept quiet until I realised I just have you..I miss you.. I need you.
I spoke up to get you,to apologise, to convince but wasn't it too early for you to move on ?
I did ask you "Will you marry me ?" & We know the answer..
How come are you married so soon?
Either you never wanted me or your ego was bigger than us.
If it's ego I will settle for it, if it's the former, congratulations you played well.-
You aren't the addiction I'm chasing anymore
You that feeling that holds me together.
Invisible yet Permanent.-
Ye samaj , ye sarhadein ,
ye duniyadari aur ye log kya bolenge
Se haar gayi hoon mein,
Tum mere Naseeb mein nahi
Ye jaan gayi hoon mein.-
Sometimes it's not a cry for loss
Neither it's the cry of struggle
More often it's the cry because of the void within you
That reminds you, " Buddy you are so fucking lonely that you just don't know whom you are missing."
A cry that reminds me of my not so complicated relationship with my inner self.
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Having this dilemma
Where I wanna hold him close
But still let him go..
Not because I am tired
But because it's the best that can be done.
Remembering when I laid my head on his chest & world seemed to disappear..
I am so lost , I could just kneel before him and that's how much he matters.
As I hit the reality,I decide to cherish this connection,
I am just letting go of my own reflection.
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I love you to a point where
I don't know why I love you to this point.
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Don't you think the last two dots of the line speaks more than the line itself..
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Sometimes you need to be at the receiving end to differentiate between Survival & Living..!
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