I am tired of bowing everytime..
Everytime to my heart's desire..
The desire to see you..
At least once in a while..
Seeing you has no alternative whatsoever..
You're the only medicine I need..
For the pain & irritation..
That I face every now and then..
Away from you.. still awaits your presence..
The response from you..
To be together too soon..
But, at times I flinch myself..
As though the heart's all set to play the game..
The desires & despair.. all walk together..
Or the mind's up to some mischief too...
Or is it what I actually feel..
Some soulful connections too..
As I'd read about them in some stories too..
Or should I wait endlessly..
And learn whether I'm alive or dead..
With breathings & heartbeats to spare..
Or just a soul left haywire..
In your thoughts so deep..
Awakening only with your presence besides..
And lively with laughter's & smiles..
And teary eyes.. all glued on the expressions..
So meek.. the look's of a geek..
The laughter so radiant..
The eyes so deep.. & so lot more..
I get immersed in.. to stay alive therein..

- Elysian..