I wish I could tell you who you are to me. I wish I knew that myself. I weigh the sides between a friend and something more, and lines just tend to blur...

At times you're that girl next door someone dreams about shyly. But then at times, you're that girl, the one that takes your breath away.

And then there's a version that's filled with possibilities...
In that, you're everything at once. I wonder what it takes to get to know that side of yours.
So this is me, waiting for the time, when I'll finally get to meet THAT you; and I sure can't help but smile just thinking about it.

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Once again, in you came,
Hurrying through the windows.
Quietly deceiving every attention,
Whispering with pleasant surprise.

Coats of melancholy you carry,
Deep and dark as the ocean.
Ready to embrace me again,
Into the vast desert of abandonment.

Be that brave little savior...
The one who rescues those in need,
Free me from all this dying hope,
Sneak me into some dreamy wonderland.

So walk down with all your fury,
Please me with that thunder I seek...
The one that soothes us,
The one that we both need.
Hide me below the ground,
Some six odd feet under;

We won't ever come back.
So just for once, be my hero...
For all I seek now are chaos,
Ready to be the one who doubts.

Take me away from all this noise...
This empty world made up of lies,
With the thunder you have;
The thunder you have in your eyes.

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सुना है अभी भी मुकम्मल है तुमको, झूठों में पिरोया वो मीठा सा खंजर...
जो गर चंद लम्हें हों फुरसत के तुमको, ज़रा हो मेहरबान सीने में बिछा दे

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Life and relationships rarely go the way you plan them. Sometimes they don't even make sense.

So don't look for logic in them; not because it's probably not there, but because it's never the point for either of them.

Take it as the gift they are and cherish!

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Look around. Out there in those dancing stars.
Locked fate and few broken jars.
Shards of glass, perfectly dispersed.
Waiting to be picked up by the cursed.

Pick them up, don't be afraid.
We've been through worse; we've failed.

What's another tragedy to us; nothing new at all.
First they'll write few stories, then they'll forget us all.

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"I was a doctor at an emergency room an received a child with 80% of his body burned in an alcohol accident.

I knew he was going to die in a few days, because of his injuries, but, when I talked to him, he was absolutely conscious.

The only thing he was concerned was if he could go to the class on Monday, because he could not miss a class or his mother would loose the educational assistance in money that the government gave her.

A few days later, before his death, he asked me if there was yogurt in heaven."

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Sometimes you just can't explain where it all comes from, what you see in a person. It's just the way they take you to a place where no one else can.
When that happens, don't look for explanations, logics or the morality of it all.
Accept it as a gift. Embrace it, because trying to make sense of it is never the point.

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Down with that last sunset
There went our goodbye
Lonely days lie ahead
Lonely nights stay alive

Those long walks down the roads
Places we went to and roared
Smiles shaping features
Lying around on our happy faces

Melodies and memories
Melodies and memories
Where do I find them again
Where should I look them for...
Now that down they all had gone
Down with that last sunset.

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Maybe people can't get over someone not because they were in love with them, but because they couldn't find someone else to move on to.

So they just can't let go, no matter how self-destructive it all is.

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It's possible that we are living inside a universe which is inside supermassive black hole, which itself is inside a universe way bigger than ours.

We all mean nothing to this universe.
We could simply just stop existing and nothing will change.
Nobody would ever know, nobody would ever care.

So stop worrying about those low grades you got. Or that one person you never could be with. Forget the appraisal that went away, and those regrets that came by.

What I'm trying here is for you to ask that one question to yourself by looking into the mirror:

How freaking worthless you are!

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