Everyone keeps on moving forward,
While all I do is look for you in everyone.
And then I realized that it's not you that hurt me,
It's me that keeps on stabbing myself with hope.

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To the one whom I'm yet to meet,
Do you feel the same emptiness like I do?
Do you seek for the same warmth as me?
Are you the half of me like I'm to you?
Are we chasing the same things?
Or are we running away from everything?
You, who are the answer for everything,
Are still a mystery I'm yet to unfold.

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Dear Best Friend,
I knew you since we were kids.
No matter what foolish things I did, you were there for me.
You listened to me when no one did,
You scolded me for my mistakes and held me when I cried.
I know you will always be there for me and I love you for that.
Now that you're going to get married,
The time we spend together might be less but our bond will stay the same.
Though I'm happy for your new page in life,
I know I'll miss you so much that it makes me cry.
Nevertheless, I know you'll shine like the star you are and bring happiness to everyone around you.

I'll miss you and love you forever my bestie.

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Forgive, it's easier than to forget.

To forgive is to be able to move on
But to forget is like keeping the memory
Stuck deep inside your heart
Which may blow up one day
Hurting you and the people you love.

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You're like a shadow of mine.
Even though we are not next to each other,
The remnants of you still follow me like a shadow.
The only way I can get rid of it
Is to be in darkness and so there shall I be forever.

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He was not mine, I wasn't his either
Yet we belong together.
Maybe he didn't love enough or maybe I loved more,
Words weren't exchanged yet understood.
Our bond was complicated yet ever so beautiful
Oh so painful but lovely.

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When your body is tired and you're sleepy,
Your eyes are heavy and your sight is blurred.
Yet when you close them, you can't rest.
There's this darkness behind these closed eyes which keeps on illuminating all my nightmares.

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Why am I like this?
One second I'm at my best,
Enjoying life, laughing and feeling high.
Then the next moment I'm at the depth of darkness,
wanting nothing but to bury myself in it,
Away from the light which I desire.
Why am I like this?

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Oh to be cherished by someone,
To be gazed at with fondness,
To be touched as if you're something
so precious,
To be cared for like a delicate flower,
To be loved like you're the only one for them
To have that love, what a beautiful thing it is.

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Stop saying that I shouldn't cry,
Stop telling me to be strong,
Stop saying that I've to forget the past,
Stop telling me to move forward and be happy.

I'm not crying because I'm hurt,
I'm crying because I'm tired of being strong,
I don't wanna forget the past,
Though being painful, there were good memories too.
I don't wanna forget and move forward,
I wanna accept and be able to smile.

I don't want your encouraging words,
I want you to hug me and say you will be here.— % &

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