Oh so you can smell the fragrance of that beautiful red rose there? You think it's one of the most beautiful sights in the world. No argument there.
But when you have worked hard to see that rose grow into a beautiful thing and then watched helplessly as it wilted away, you lose a part of yourself with it. The part which told you how beautiful it was. It decays you from the inside, sucking the life out of you until you and the wilted flower become one.
That point, my friend, is when you just stop living. You still go about your life but with no place for useless things like emotions. Smelling the sweet fragrance is an emotion, an emotion which reminds you of the dark past you left behind.
The darkness that surrounds you hides from you a new rose, a new beginning. It tells you that fragrance is a myth. The only thing out there is the horrible stench of decay, of the musty darkness that has engulfed you in its arms.
You need to get out, release yourself from its clutches and smell the fragrance of a new flower in full bloom. Maybe this was the flower for you all along. Maybe. If it is not, the darkness is still there, waiting for the return of its prodigal son.
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