For one last time I'm forgetting you
as I live with this thought of the version
I created in my dreams doesn't exist
it's a page which showed me a moment
I hold so close to my heart ~ taking me
far away from what's real.

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I heard somewhere it's proved that words can actually change the structure of molecules in water and since our body is having around sixty percent water ~ the words we actually say or affirm really matter in the long run!

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तुम्हारा यूं जाना जैसे पत्तों का पेड़ से बिछड़ना
जैसे कोई मायूसी छाई है
गलत है क्या?
तुम्हारी कही वो हर बात जो चुभ रही
और मेरा इसलिए तुम्हें माफ़ कर देना
क्योंकि वो मेरा फैसला था
गलत है क्या?
लंबे दिनों की खामोशी के बाद
तुम्हारी आवाज़ सुनकर पहले जैसा
वो सुकून ना आना
गलत है क्या?
मेरे समझ से बाहर हैं अब वो यादें
तुम्हारा यूं सारे जंग के अंत में मिलना
और उसे एक और दर्दनाक किस्सा मानना
गलत है क्या?

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The number of ways pain
can teach you without
letting you feel alone
is always different but
if you notice the waves
~ a rhythm forms letting you
go with it without feeling alone.

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In those closed doors where
only books can reach me
with bowl of soup being my
only company which is
paired with music of the
rain in the background.

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ମୁଁ ଜାଣିଛି ତୁମେ ଆଉ ଆଗ ପରି ଫେରିବନି
ସେଥିଲାଗି ସେ ବାଟ କୁ ଚାହିଁରହିବା ଛାଡ଼ିଦେଇଚି
ଆଉ ଯଦି ଏକ ସ୍ବପ୍ନ ପରି ଆସିବାର କୌଣସି
ଆଶା ଦେବ ତାହେଲେ ସେ ମୁହୂର୍ତ୍ତକୁ ଆଉ ଏକ
ସୁଯୋଗ ଦେବା ବୋଲି ଉଚିତ୍ ଭାବିନି।

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like an aquarium where you
get see variety of species
who may or may not stay
yet teach you how to swim
through the depths so that
when you are lost in an ocean
there is a way to figure out
any challenge on your own.

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आज़ादी वो धागा है जो हमें अपने उन बंदिशों
से रिहा करता है जिसे सालों पहले मिटाया
गया था, इसकी कीमत किसका खून तो
किसी की पूरी जिंदगी है।

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Happy friendship day to the friends who stood by me in my lows/ the ones who sat near me just to ease the pain/ making me feel safe around them/ always suggest the best recommendations/ warn me about red flags/ travel, sing, dance and click silly pictures together/ know my weakness yet never use that against me/ showing the only hope in the darkness/ having vibes which just resonates/ all being the precious ones/ grateful for such bonds.

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चल रही थी मैं कांटों के रास्तों में उन्हें ढूंढ़ती हुई
पता चला वो लौट चुके हैं अपने पुराने घर की और।

अभी भी दर्द का सिलसिला जारी है उन राहों पर
फर्क बस इतना है कि अब उनको हम दोष देते नहीं।

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