"Compared to her how was I?", She asked.
"With you I never thought there ever would be a was", I replied.

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Did you ever hope to be in my notes? Did you think it was a nice place to be? Okay...I hope you're happy now. 😄

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Yes I will play the role,
But I'll be me,
I know you can try and you'll,
So try once more,
Compare my truths with,
Someone else's lies.
I won't hide.
Yet, if you won't show me
what's dark about you
I won't believe it's love
For me love is like a song
One that you're fed up of.

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He's the only one she can ever trade me for.

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I have enough stories and plenty of lonlieness.
My stories keep me busy and my lonlieness remindes me of those.

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"Don't tell me what to do?"
"Yeah, but I also told you to stop staring at me."
"No I wasn't staring at you, I was staring at your lips!"
"My lips?! But, My lips are mine"
"No they are mine, and with it every single inch of you."
... After that our lips got gently busy, so we couldn't quite talk.

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सुना है जितना प्यार करो उतना दूर हो जाते हैं वो
सामने न सही दिल में तो करीब आते हैं वो,
मिलने बुलाओ तो दूर भाग जाते हैं वो
इधर न सही, खयालों में तो पास आते हैं वो।
कैसे कह दूं के खोया है उन को?
जिन्हें पाना था, उनमें खोया है खुद को।
कि अब अगर दूर ही सही तो भी गम नहीं,
दूर रहकर ही पर करीब से जाना है तुमको।
हां तो बस एक गुज़ारिश ही सुन लो,
मुझे न सही मेरी सिर्फ एक याद को चुन लो,
लिख कर कहीं छिपा देना उसको,
और फिर से, भूल जाना मुझको।

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I won't settle for pieces anymore. Either I get it all, or not even a part of it.

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Being at two places at the same time:

I was exhausted with all that alone trekking on this vertical hill, Saw this lone bench at the end of my path, I was like, the highest place of this city and just one bench?! No one was around, it was all quiet and still.
I just wanted to get out of some phase, where you just hate everything, and with only a half empty Bislery bottle in my hand, I rushed to get myself a seat, even though there was no competition, I didn't want to wait. In this hurry I didn't notice much of anything and got my ass on that green bench. If you know me I don't get tired easily but that day I was. With my face down this whole time, I slowly unscrewed the lid of my water bottle and put it on my lips, and to take a sip as soon as I lifted my head, hush this whole place turned magical, I could see the entire view of the city, orange-red setting sun on the horizon, which wasn't visible until now and out of nowhere a mild wind started blowing through my hair. I had long hair back then. I don't know how it happened but it was my first time that I experienced two places at the same time, but it hasn't been the only, I have experienced it quite a lot after meeting you.😂

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You don't deserve to sleep in a beach face down,
You don't deserve to know bombshell sounds,
You don't deserve to run barefeet on hot ground,
You don't deserve to be addressed with usual common nouns.
You don't deserve to kill yourself after no rain
You don't deserve to be a patriot, killed over issues lame,
But if you don't deserve all that now
Can I live with all the luxuries and how?
How will I find pleasure?
How will I kill time in leisure?
You're building houses, more and more each day,
But you don't have none of your own.
You're growing food for us and dying of hunger?
Carrying loads that hurt your back and no respectable pay?
Cleaning the drains, making way for the trains
Making more babies on roads, joining the chain.
Keeping borders safe, your head on your own grave,
And if there was any time left after that,
You could have known,
That there's is no god.
But If you still believe
there's a God and who has made this world
Believe me he's...
Already gone. Long gone.

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