I admire broken artists. They're powerful. I like to call them 'magic wielders'. How amazing is it to know that the form of art we now perceive was once but a splintered shard of glass - useless? I adore their ability to be able to give birth to creation through destruction. They make beauty out of their inner beast. Imagine being so powerful as to manipulate Satan himself to become your Angel!
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Selflessness.
People willing to be kind for no reason.
Not wanting vengeance.
Not feeling proud of being selfish and vain.
The world needs humans to just be humans for a change 'cause Demons are busy occupying Hell at the moment.-
Come, sit by my side,
Hold me while you talk,
About family and love and pools for eyes which you fail to hide.
Brush your fingers against mine as we take a walk.
Come, sit by my side,
Smile so brightly that it makes my face glow,
Promise to one day make me your bride,
And with love-filled eyes, kiss me under the mistletoe.-
you were wrecked and wanted to find yourself.
you were done finding yourself and didn't need me anymore. I was just a catalyst in the process.-
"Stop crying over a man! He doesn't even deserve you!"
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I don't know why,
When I see you, my heart just skips a beat!
I don't know why,
When your name flashes on my phone, you become the only person worthy of my attention.
I don't know why,
When you said you didn't love me, it broke me.
I don't know why,
I still love you, even though you make me feel useless.
I don't know why,
I spend hours thinking about you and crying to get over you.
I don't know why,
I even fell for you, I wish I could undo every moment I had with you.
Just tell me why,
You said you loved me when you never really did.
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Nostalgia, memories, it has been an amazing year.
I don't know what to expect. I cannot imagine of anything I can expect.-
2011- What is puberty? How are babies born?
2012- I am a grown woman. You ought to treat me with respect.
2013- I hate womanhood.
2014- Stop staring at my legs you creepy bastard!
2015- Why don't men shove their misogynistic thoughts up their arses?
2016- My parents don't understand me, I'll go insane by the time I am all grown up.
2017- My career, my choice! Keep your nose out of my bloody business!
2018- I am bigger than all of this. I don't care what people talk about me. I need to grow as a person.
2019- I love my life and my family. I have seen myself grow and I love it. I also admire myself for the way I look and couldn't give a damn about people shaming me. I am a mature, responsible adult who is also a tiny kid deep within. I will cherish these two decades all my life as they have taught me a lot of things.
2020- Sadly, haven't experienced it yet, hope to have a similar year ahead as well.-