Like a balloon that is left in the air
I am letting you go.
From my old dusty window
I see you disappearing slowly,
You pass through the trees of my love
I Hope the branches didn't hurt you.
Flying above my city buildings,
I hope my affection didn't bother you.
Just like this open sky
memories of my unrequited love
Will never fade.
And for my own good
I am closing the window of my heart
And letting you go,
Letting you go in peace beloved.

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Nights that turned into mornings,
With our mind which is crowded like
a narrow street with endless traffic.
It is hard to breathe
With all these polluted thoughts.
Validation of our present is lost within the
The ashes of past,
In random flashes of future.
We feel the suffocation in our throat,
Like dehydrated tears waiting
for a rain drop.
We badly want to swim these thoughts, but drown our self in the cracks of our heart.

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I know you for a long time ,
Quite long time where I don't remember the day we first met . Not sure whether it was outside in the streets playing cricket , teasing each other or hating each other .
A part of you always stays with me .
Even though we are bad communicators ,
I know you would always walk to me in distress ,And I run back to you every time ,
my heart cracks a bit .

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SWEET & BITTER

I boarded the bus with a light rucksack that slept comfortably on my shoulders and a heavy heart beating inevitably.
I sat in the left corner resting my head in a window glass. I closed my eyes for a second and only thing that would paint my mind is your smile. That bloody beautiful smile , The smile that glues a broken heart , smile that can write poetries in air, smile that feels so divine which can bring you tears in a fully crowded bus . I slowly unwrapped a chocolate that was buried in my hand . It reminded me of the chocolates I got you, it reminded me of how I used to melt like a chocolate in a kids hand every time I see you. It reminded me of all the chocolates I can no longer get you . I ate the half melted chocolate in my hand and felt how we slowly turned from sweet to bitter by the words which we didn't utter.

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INVISIBLE SUMMER BLANKET

You held me warm through all
cold night's of winter,
Rolled me up with your love
to every terrible shivers i threw.
I always threw you in the corner of the bed, pushing you far away
during the summer.
Bad days, good days i would always
Come home and roll you up
to burry my feet and my fears.
Why didn't i notice you,
Is this a feeling, are you a thing,
Worst case are you a person im talking about. But i should tell this,
I love you more during summer days because your heart makes me warm even in warmer days.

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STARS AND YOUR MOLES

You beckon through this thought,
Along the echoes of my heart.
Strangled sweat and flaws
Your mole that shines over the stars.
Heat of hours
With your feet in my hand,
Let me cross the curtains
until the never rising dawn.

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Pain is both the master
and the servant,
Feel and train it wisely.

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Dont let you past,
avenge your present.

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Sudden revelation or happiness
after spending quite a time to yourself,
Looking through the
mirror of your soul,
Feels like swimming our own way into this world from our mothers womb
Once again.

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Truth is you will be happy,
the moment you stop finding reasons to be.

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