अहंकार का मारा व्यक्ति सबसे ऊंचा स्थान ही ढूंढ़ता है।

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Fifty shades darker and 365 has a common plot.
If you are a fan of fifty shades.

You'll know, Christian is a sadist,
whereas Massimo is a gangster.

Both of them are super rich
got a red room, same sextoys,
an ex, the jealousy.

Christian give Ana a contract.
While, Massimo gives 365 days to Laura.

The only thing which is not common,
Christian resembles Rahul Gandhi.😑


Copy cat 365days☹️

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Is it only me?
who don't like married women without bindi and sindoor?
or
I'm too old fashioned?

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कोई तो होगा ना,
जिसे मेरी बफा से प्रेम होगा।

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जी में जान नहीं रहती कभी कभी,
फिर भी रातों को नींद नहीं आती।

ना जाने, कहां उड़ गई है,
नहीं, अब प्यार नहीं है,
ना किसी को चाहती हूं,
ना किसी का इंतजार है!

पता नहीं, बस नींदें उड़ गई।

आएगी नींद डोली में बैठ कर,
जब कोई सीने से लगा के सुलाएगा।
आएगी नींद, फिर से, चैन की नींद।

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Now my mom understands, that

I'm not lazy, it's my uterus that eats my energy.
My stomach hurts because of the cystic ovaries and not constipation.
I don't have any nazar or a bhoot in me, it's my energy less body.
I am not gaining weight out of food, it's the hormonal imbalance.
It's hard to breathe at times, the blood, my vagina flows every 15-20days is not a reason of my food habits. It's stress hormones.
I cry, I get angry, I feel bad of little things, because I've a syndrome, that make me sensitive, and I do cry over little things.

I even cry while writing my quotes.
You do not judge until you know.

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Movies like Manmarziyaan and Shaadi mein zaroor aanaa
should be kept as masterpieces for our kids.

"Manmarziyaan"
because I don't want my kids go for a someone, who doesn't understand the word responsibility.

"Shaadi me zaroor aana"
because a broken man becoming a upsc (or any other proffession) out of anger is better than being an alcoholic or a drug addict.

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Need someone,
for whom I can make handmade cards again.
I like doing it☹️

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Before you fall for me, I want you to know,
My emotions are not filtered, they are just in me
Chocolates and Hot water bag are my best friends
My body drains out of energy, lethargic all the time.
The yoga and the gym doesn't work for my syndrome
I cannot see my father worried about anything
The happiness I receive, I keep it for long and cheer it up.
I am not a girl to piss you off when you're at work.
I want you to prioritize your career and parents first
I want to be cuddled, wrapped like a kid in a mother's arm
I have sleepless nights out of unbearable pain of cysts
I am in your career, I'm in your parents if you love them first
I regret those moodswings and anger out of no reason.
There are times, I cannot breathe. The naked me breathes in and out.
I worship my skin and accepted those stretchmarks and cellulites,
I would love to cook your favourite dishes even if I'm bleeding,
I am obsessed with my body, that has numbers of scars screaming, she survived,
I'm this. This is me.

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हल्का सा पानी,
कुछ केसर की लाली,
एक इलायची कि कली,
अदरक का जायका,
चाय की पत्तियां,
चीनी की मिठास,
और थोड़ा सा दूध,

सबको जलना होता है,
किसी का स्वाद बनने लिए।

बस यही चीजें मिलके मेरा प्यार बना है।
चाय❤️

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