I was dead. Not physically. Though mentally. Words seems to make no sense. Talks are harder to move. Songs play but I can't hear them. Little by little my mind was drowning in the ocean full of pressure and hopes.
Some people argue that it's nothing like pressure or anxiety, because they have never felt it. They have never been in a situation that eats them like a deadly creature.
Sometimes it feels like my own heart pumps misery instead of blood, and dizziness take over and I'm numb. Body is trembling, eyes are wide open, nights are sleepless, days are lifeless. I become a torn out wrapper thudding in between sea waves of people and their expectations.
There are times when it's over the line, and I feel like I might not breath again. But somehow I crawl out of the situation and get back. Now I don't know, how long I'll hold onto it.

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Sometimes you fall for someone
You'd never expect
But that doesn't make it wrong.
Everyone deserves to be happy.

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अभी आपके पास वह सब कुछ है
जो आपको पूर्ण शांति और
पूर्ण सुख के लिए चाहिए

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And you die a little everyday
If you don't chase your dreams
And let everyone fool you
Into thinking that
You're just another average person

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Her eyes said she loves me.

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Minimalism is the intentional promotion
of the things we most value
and the removal of anything
that distracts us from it.

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Only the gentle are ever really strong.

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Sometimes
The pain doesn't go away
So that you keep getting reminded
To not repeat the mistakes

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I wonder
if I will ever fall in love again
Like I had fallen for her
She was my everything
And then she wasn't

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कई बार बुरी चीजें
अच्छे लोगों के साथ होती हैं।

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