YES WE DON'T TALK ANYMORE

Friends and that's how it started ...
I don't remember clearly who first initiated...
But bcz of that there are lot of memories we created...

From being hesitant to talk...
We had gone for a long walk...

From small texts...
We had gone through the late night chats...

From being shy...
We always find the reason to not say bye...

From being reserved...
We started to make each other things observed...

And from enjoying each other's company ...
We started ignoring each other beautifully...

From not having a single day without a talk...
We are in the phase where we don't talk anymore...

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He was like a flower
Adorable and elegant,
Always facing towards the sun,
But his dark shadow told a different story.

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Why do I feel dark,
When it's bright,
Why do I feel lonely,
When I'm stuffed with people,
Why do I feel like I have nothing,
When I have everything,
Is it because that everything is nothing to me?

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To more years of shining

How do I not wake today with such ease?
When of course I was born on such a day
A day filled with the sun looking like me
As I shine through a new page.
On this day I feel like a new seed again
To grow into life like a baby
So I enjoy every bit of it.

Yes, a fresh new birth has come again.
I, turning another leaf
To write another page of story
Of how I began to know words
Such as family, friends, you and love.
I wish to see such days
Where I would feel like a new book about to write a new story.
Happy birthday to me

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"Sometimes its better to let go"

I always held onto people too tight,
even when things became sliding down,
I kept fighting with my blinding sight,
I always held onto those,
who were never really my own,
i fell for their scars,
and i called them my home,
fought for those who left me on the brim,
One day I'll show them,
how well can i swim,
bruises on my palms,
and my fingers would ache,
I was holding onto those,
who were not worth the pain it takes,
But at 2 am, when i am hurt,
nobody is ever there,
I keep hiding myself behind a mask
is because no one really care,
Maybe they never really wanted to stay,
i hope someone would be treat me right and,
everyone would be forgotten on that day.

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Kehne k liye sab kuch hai yaar par nahi to bus koi saath chalne wala nai, Nahi to bus koi haath pakad ne wala nai, Nahi to bus koi aapna haq jatane wala nai, Nahi to bus koi pyaar se gale lagane wala nai, Nahi to bus koi hame apana samaj ne wala nai, Aakle the aur aakle rahe ge hum kyu ki hame koi haq se appna kahe kar rok ne wala nahi.

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Killing the pain in me, before it did
Trying to survive, was how I lived

Spent the days , the months, the years...

Fixing what's broken
Hardening my core, which was shaken

Suffering in silence, was part of me
Like the smile on my face, which you always see

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Mask

I am liking it now
Coz I don't have to see the gray emotions of people.
I am liking it now
Coz I don't have to pretend to smile to known strangers
I am liking it now
Coz I can hide from who have already faded away from memories
I am liking it now
Coz I sometimes just want to hear my own breath
I am liking it now
Coz somedays I just want to keep my smiles and sadness within me
I am liking it now
Coz I can hide my imperfections behind them
I am liking it now
If it makes the world a better place to live

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Mohbbat karna itna asan nhi he sahab
Kai bhuto se ladna padta ek chudel ke liye
😝

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DREAMS?

Everything was fine
as we were together
fingers intertwined
Heart throbbing
her head pushing against my chest
her divine eyes giving constant stares
breath felt like a cold breeze
my hand running through her hair
our skin cuddling
moon besotted
dark sky envious
It was nothing but complete stillness
not even the strong gust wanted to disrupt the quietness,

And then,my eyes went blurry
I lost the sight of her,
she was gone
maybe it was a dream
or maybe I'm dreaming now?
maybe I was awake the whole time
or maybe I'm awake now?

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