Living my life on my on terms..

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Have u ever felt sleepless?
Like you're willing or begging to sleep..
But when you're on bed, you're restless..
Feel like something choking you in there..
Like you're left completely breathless..
And all you can see is empty ceiling...
Lying there all so silent..
Thinking nd thinking,
Anticipating unnecessary things...
Laughing or crying,
Moods are undefining....
Depressed and sometimes happy,
No idea of what's happening,
Feeling are all messy
Like being free as well as stressing..
A weird curiosity..
Nothing seems so pretty..
Nights are just unsettling..

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We’ll take the highway to heaven
And I can’t wait to love you all alone (I can’t wait to love ya)

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Reality doesn't excites me anymore

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I want to sleep in your arms..
And cuddle you till dawn...

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I want to love you like we read in the story book.. I want to love you like the movies that shows how hopeless romanticism can bring out the best in you... I want to love you till the end of time, where i will exist in your memories..I want to cherish your imperfect beauty when you'll overlook it.. I want to be your reminder, of how much
beautiful you're, every day, every second.. I want to fancy you, praise you, embrace you in every way...I want those dreams & fantasies come true which seemed unreal on left untried by so many.. Believe me! It's pure & unconditional.. And you won't forget... The way we turned the simple minutes into precious moments..

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I've crossed those lines where i was sad about the way i am..
I've lost those people who used to laugh when i cried..
I've passed those times when every abuse seems to be fine..
I've overshadowed the presence who had put me down...
I've stepped out of the darkness that prevailed..
I've cut those connections that only inflicted pain..
I'm someone new, someone who travelled the hell..
I'll always try to be the better version of myself..
Even if i get support or hate...
Because at the end, my strength & will speaks louder than my pain..

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I wait everyday just to hear your voice again..
I look forward to spend my whole life with you by my side..
I dream of us, being together in every good or bad times...
I crave to see you when i open my eyes..
I wish you were here, so that i can hold you in my arms..
You're mine & honestly i'm proud to claim it..
I can't deny that i did hurt you many times..
But i will always try not to repeat them once or twice..
Even if i'm mad at you or we both make some faults..
I still miss you so much bad, i won't lie at all..
Even you're far away, and having you in my arms is still a dream,
I would love to have this dream & make it true on one fateful day..

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I will love you 'til the end of time
I would wait a million years
Promise you'll remember that you're mine
Baby i'll always be here...

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I want to be the first thought of yours, after waking up & the last thought before you go to sleep.. I want to be yours completely. You're my ocean of love & in which i fell in so deep.. I want to wake up beside you, cuddle you, pamper you, & wake you up with warm kisses on your lips.. I want to hold you close to me, when you come back from work & hardships.. I am thankful to you, for everything you did for me..

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