30th April 2024 (panic attack again)
In my low again
So fed up with this life really it's hell
2022 and 23 proved curse for me and especially 4 my health...
i wouldn't be that much in pain if I went through hell and back
This life really sucks...
Stay alone, fight alone, gather ur own pieces everyday alone, when you want to scream cry out your heart loud there's no place there...breath suffocate, morning disappointed, no joy no laughs, no1 there to hold u when u crumble,
Arise alone hold yourself up,
wrap up yourself, by yourself
Nobody's there to hug, you're alone, handle all ur problems alone, even if u cannot, yet do, why? Bcz the
world want to see u alive
Why?
cz society kya kahegi ? Agar tumne sucide kiya
Bhale hi tum Zinda laash ho sabko nazar aao
It is important to everyone sees u safe and sound
Even if it's just an illusion
And excuse me which society or which person stand tall
when and how they has stood tall with me?...ever? Hmm then kyu itna fark logo se padta hai... Jeene bhi peacefully nahi dete...marna chaho to marne b nahi dete...arey kya keh lenge log characterless? To konsi aisi aurat h jise nahi kaha jata? jeete jee konsa mujhe log accha samajh rahe the?
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