I pick up my pen
Scribbling what I feel,
I pick up my pen
And a smile my lips reveal.
Are you my muse?!
The one I was waiting for - praying for?
My forever and always
And everything beyond.
I pick up my pen
With you, I feel this calming passion.
I pick up my pen
For you have become my inspiration.
-
Met him skeptical
Afraid of getting my heart broken again
I looked at him smiling
That enchanting smile
His eyes whispered
And all fears vanished
So many dreams to fulfill
So many things undone
We found our deepest dreads
Thoughts, feelings, emotions
A mix of all.
This burning calmness
The peaceful longing
And he unwound me
In ways nobody ever did-
Would have kissed you a little longer
Asked my heart to be stronger
Had I known it was our last kiss
Ready to be pushed into the abyss
The smell of your body
The memories, this yearning
The feeling of your touch
The knowing, belonging
Would have kissed you a little longer
Asked my heart to be stronger
Had I known it was our last kiss
Would never again see that bliss
Eyes full of tears
Heart filled with prayers
A final good bye was all that was needed
No do-overs, even if we pleaded
Would have kissed you a little longer
Asked my heart to be stronger
Had I known it was our last kiss
Ready to be pushed into the abyss-
Cut it out and throw it away
If it's bothering your mental peace
You're not being selfish
You're saving yourself
-
Let's watch the river flow.
Watch the world pass by,
And the sun set slow.
Come sit by my side,
Let the silence dance.
And let the summer breeze sway in
And sing for our never ending glance.
-
Would have kissed you a little longer
Had I known it was our last kiss..
The smell of your body
The feeling of your touch
Would have taken it all in
Cherished, treasured.
Had I realized it was the last time I'd know bliss..-
Sometimes
it takes an
overwhelming
breakdown
to have an
undeniable
breakthrough.-