When the forbidden is awfully ecstatic.
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शराब का सहारा था,
इसलिए आत्महत्या नहीं किया।
धीरे-धीरे मौत के करीब आने लगे,
और जीने का फरमान नहीं किया।
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The day I ceased to be,
A strange new vision came to me.
My body, lifeless on the shore,
While dawn's soft sky I saw no more.
The garden bloomed, a vibrant scene,
But I, a ghost, could only glean.
The rose's scent, a fleeting grace,
A memory in this vacant space.
My friends, they spoke, their voices frail,
Of memories, a mournful tale.
I yearned to comfort, to assuage their pain,
But only echoes of their words remain.
The dogs, my joy, their tails did sway,
A silent plea, a lost display.
The birds, once bright, now frozen still,
A haunting tableau, hearts grew chill.
My father's gaze, a love so deep,
Now etched in memory, I must keep.
My mother's grace, a gentle stride,
Across the garden, where I died.
My wife, serene, with a tearless face,
A haunting image in this place.
My brother, lost in childhood's play,
Amongst my things, I long to stay.-
Don't believe the smiles on my face. See the suffering in my eyes.
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