Here comes
A Long awaited night
which was forgotten in madness of love.
The night where peace is mine and i am at peace.
#Spreadlove

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देखा आज खुदा को अपने
अब जमाने नही बितते उनकी याद मे।
अब दिदार हो जाता उनका हर रात मे।
अब 26 बरसाते निकल गयी
इस दिवानी की
तो समझ आयी यह दिवानगी
उस खुदा का मेरे पास होना ही
मेरे वजुद का मेरा होना है।

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Kisi bhi Nashe ki Talab na rahi.....
Kyunki Talab to ab unki aankho Ki Hai....
Mana Nasha karna Aadat Hai Meri....
Pr yah Nasha unki aankho ka Aakhri rahega.....
Zindagi ki jimmedario k baad
Bachaye hue lamho may....
Unki aankho may dubne ka nasha...
Unki ruh ki baarikiya smjhne ki koshish...
Isssii may guzre zindgai ki bachi kahani

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Moon,
Can you tell her that...
In Times like these i need her more than ever
Moon,
Make her realize....
That after i saw you
It doesn't make me miss her less
Because you are there for every one
But she'll be there for me....
Seeing one glance of her make me calm and content
Moon,
I know i am not a love poet nor a great poet
But i still write 10000 lines on her
Beauty, intelligence, soul....
Moon,
I know this tooo that i don't learned too much
Of her soul but i can spend lifetime to learn her heart to remain constant in her life...
Moon,
Tell her I'll always clean the misunderstanding between us like i clean my mirror for clarity....
Moon,
Lastly tell her i have patience and faith in her
Please never break it by any excuse because maybe I'll accept her excuse or lie
But i can't accept myself from that line...

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If i could tell you one last thing
It would be,
How how can you break all that promises
When our ship starts facing storms
You always leave me alone with
broken heart, shattered in pieces
Even after those moments,
I make you smile so, you can be guilt free
But i am wrong you never felt that you done
Something wrong...
I leave so many things and memories behind
Just to sail our ship a little further
You break our ship just to save yourself,
How can someone become so selfish
But now your smell
Your memories, Your touch, Your voice
these last part of our ship
Is also sinking in ocean...
Same like me
But the difference is i will come up alone ONE DAY.

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Numbness is so comforting nowdays
From her texts
From her calls
From our love
From my life

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And suddenly
Silence is so loud
Without her
I realise that
Silence is deafening
Without her

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Moon,
Can you tell her that...
In Times like these i need her more than ever
Moon,
Make her realize....
That seeing you doesn't make me satisfy
Because you are there for every loner
But she is for mine only....
Seeing her one glance make me calm and content
Moon,
I know i am not a love poet nor a great poet
But i still write 10000 lines on her
Beauty, intelligence, soul....
Moon,
I know this tooo that i don't learned too much
Of her but i can spend lifetime to learn her sweet heart to remain constant in her life like her soul
Moon,
Tell her I'll always clean the misunderstanding between us like i clean my mirror for clarity....
Moon,
Lastly tell her i have patience and faith in her
Please never break it by any excuse because maybe I'll accept her excuse but
Than i can't accept myself for this life

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For how long
I can run away
From the love I want
maybe running
is the only option is left for me
For how long
I can keep the addict in me sane
By making him believe
She is the only supplier in world
For how long
I can suppress the maddness
for her without reading my own thoughts
For how long

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everyone is addict
some are of cigarettes
some are of drugs
some are of places
some are of past
some are of present
SOME ARE OF PEOPLE
but elder's are right
tooo much is always harmful
same like a addict crave more
over and over
i know i still love her
when I'll get sober

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