صبر آنے کے بعد عطا کیے جانے والے تحائف، جذبات، احساسات اور وجود اپنی وقعت میں واضح کمی محسوس کرسکتے ہیں. وہ بے معنی نہ بھی ہوں لیکن انکی اہمیت اور شدت میں کمی آجاتی ہے. یا انسان ان کے بغیر رہنا سیکھ لے تو پھر جذبات ہوں یا احساسات گھر کے کسی کونے میں پڑے ٹھنڈ سے سلگتے ہیں. شاید تب اپنی قسمت پر روتے بھی ہوں...

ح و

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He will neither see the things
Nor listen to them
What you are watching and
Trying to communicate
He has his own thoughts
His own mindset
Either lose yours or
Leave
No other option behind.

-adjustments

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Sometimes you feel so devastated.
Devastated enough to deny.
Deny the real facts and figures.
Facts and figures that are hurting you.
Hurting you and made you cry sometimes
Sometimes you feel so devastated
🔂

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بعض اوقات ہمیں چیزوں کو توقعات کے ترازو سے ہٹا کر محسوس کرنے کی ضرورت ہوتی ہے آئیڈیل توقعات سے حقیقت کو پرکھنا ناشکری کی جانب بڑھتا پہلا قدم ہے اور آئیڈیل توقعات کے لیے کوشش کرنا اس جیسے حالات کو پیدا کرنے کی پہلی سیڑھی سے ہے.
#firstmonthannv

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Dear Abu,
how could i forget the day you left your Mona's hand.
It has been a long era of 11 years. Believe it? Nah!!
Not any single eid, any occasion, celebration, birthday, any happy or sad moment that i haven't missed you i haven't seen you in imagination surrounding us.
I have imagined so many times that Id you'd be here how would you say or do in that situation.
I still find you as my friend, my saviour, my shelter in storm.
Abu Mona is elder now. She is getting married.. Happy? I guess you'd be.
You know the day i sat beside my husband and my father in law came in room and put his hand on my head i hold myself i boost my heart to be ok i was crying with loud voice in my heart i missed you hell so much. And still i miss you so much.
Later I'll let you meet my husband and everyone. And one day when we will read these notes together in jannah I'll tell you every detail.
I just need your prayers so much and please ask Allah to make you happy there.. ♥️ Your Mona loves you so much and she hides but she misses you so much.
You are her Haji sahab. ♥️
I wish I could get you back and hug you and never let you go again.
Abu.... I love you ♥️

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It is neither the sky or the wind that is peaceful it is your heart that tells everything to be like, to hold and to feel.. 🌸
HafsaWaleed

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And all of your friends
And your loved ones
Would be gathered
To make it memorable
And happy for you
Would you be
Without your Mona?

Hbd abu

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For a person who is expressive needs the same sometimes too as a food.

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Do you know why Allah gives you the hard days apart from testing you or taking you nearer to Him?
They aren't only your test days. They are also your companion's too.
People you are doing efforts for
People you are dying for..
People you are making things easier for
People you are bringing happiness for
People you are helping and caring for
Either they are also for you or not
Either they are using you or have some pure intentions for you
They are your true partners or parasites

Hard times unveil such things too and then you get to know who is your friend and who is foe..
No doubt there is nothing in this world that doesn't have any meaning.

HafsaWaleed

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الگ ہی حوس بڑھی ہے زمانے میں
بنا ختم، اضافہ ہو دانے میں
باپ روتا ہے جو مزدوری گن کر
وہ کمی نہ چھوڑے
اپنی بٹیا کو ہنسانے میں
یوں تو بہت معتبر ہیں
میرے شہر کے امین
یہ ہاتھی کے دانت
کچھ کھانے میں اور
ہی ہیں دکھانے میں
عجیب رسم ہے کہ اپنی ہی بیٹی
پرائی ہے
عجیب رسم ہے کہ اپنی ہی بیٹی
پرائی ہے
اے خدا تیرے ہی کارخانے میں

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