Mother Struggle ( part 1)

I was 18 years old when I first born my son after 4 years I delivered my daughter. At my age I already knew how to care of children since I had niece and nephew living in my mom house when I was in high school. Me and my sister are always took care of them. But , looking after the baby is different from raising them. As a mom you always need to have money to buy their needs, milk, pampers , shampoo, soap , clothes etc. And i was a fulltime wife, my husband don't have a proper job. Sometimes a driver, or a bakeshop helper or a scraper. He earn too little enough only for our everyday expenses. I don't have problem of that at all , I'm still thankful that at least we can buy food everyday. At first it was okay but after less than a year of my second baby my husband changed a lot. He always came home late and drunk and always left us nothing to eat nor milk for his kids. Even though he was like that I didn't complain nor fight with him. I was patient and doesn't want my mom to know our situation. I always told myself that our problem cannot be solve by fighting nor complaint. I only advice him every time but he never listen.

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- Fern Sarmiento 🖋