I told God,
remove me if there’s no purpose for me.

So close to death, so many times —
still I survive, so foolish.

I wish God could speak,
so I’d know
if I’m just a pawn in the game.

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My biggest fear is manipulating your emotions
I don't ghost you I ghost myself
I don't no care abt you I dont care abt me
I avoid cause I don't wanna admit I m tired
I tried my best all day n it took whole energy out of me
There's 9/10 things are wrong in me
But you, you pierce your words through my heart
Seems like you know when you shoting your gun
And you say "don't think it's abt you"
So do God didn't even give me mind to analyse

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I have no relation to say anything with you or on
Laugh together but you only wanna make fun of another
That's so not friendship made for
I'll give you independency to speak on anything
No bandage will ever get on ur speak evermore
But can you not curse for my sake
It makes me nauseous
Don't you feel dizzy when someone keep on doing what you don't like
Touch my fur
I'll let your finger cross

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Only if you know every fullest smile I had
Had tears in my eyes

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Only if you know every fullest smile I had
Had tears in my eyes

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Only if you know every fullest smile I had
Had tears in my eyes

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I was young
I was questioning ur domination
"Why would I do that"
And you can't it
Thrashed me
I don't want me to forgive you

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Love is so cheap
Having your pics infinitely
Now clearing my storage

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Death is not fair
I am still here

Wrongs
Rights
I did it all

But god wasn't fair
On its part

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Just because I didn't cry that doesn't make me inhuman
What if I cry now
In grief for you
In the grief of being a failure
But please always remember that I cry for you
In sadness and in happiness
You are immortal here until and unless I am here
Please take me with you

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