The I don’t care attitude comes after a lot of I cared too much and broke my own heart scenarios

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All I knew was black and white
Until one day you brought colours to my world
Let’s paint this canvas like the northern lights
Flying away in the distance

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STARDUST

Barely a speck in this universe
Yet so magical and unique
A significant magic source in a black and white world

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Be kind always
Not because they deserve it
But because that is who you are

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I knew you would leave one day
It was inevitable
But Memories of you Keep popping up
When You are nowhere to be found
And here I’m trying to dodge those memories
As though they are bullets aimed at me

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Reminded of how your hair danced with the wind
And how good it looked in between the little cracks of my fingers
The way I could look into your eyes
And see my whole world looking back at me
Not sure if it’s your smile or your scent
I miss more
I dream of holding your hands
But the distance between us sucks
I miss how the world stood still when I was with you
Now it’s just my mind building up chaos
Cos I can’t stand the stillness of time

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Memories of you are mostly bittersweet
But You left an aftertaste
A tinge of happiness
That outweighed the sadness

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In your arms I wanna find solace
And the taste of your lips is all I need
To fill this craving building up inside me
As I lay here thinking of you
I wish my eyes open to see you by my side
Cos by your side is my favourite place to be

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I gave up searching for you
When I found out you didn’t wanna be found
How do I seek something
That wishes to stay a mystery

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I fell in love with the vibrant colours of the sky
Just before the sun went down
Some endings are beautiful

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