मेरे भगवान ~

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विस्तार ~

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इतने दिनों बाद
तुम वापिस आए हो,
रुको,
मुझे लिखने दो
नाम तुम्हारा दीवारों पे ~

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झूले पर झूला दोगे क्या?

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This is how a heart break in movies are shown: A fight happens. Past traumas are brought up. The said person, the protagonist, loses their shit and the protagonist from the other end, raises their voice, makes the life of protagonist hell in a span of a minute cast fast forward. Then we hear the fall of a tear from the corner of one eye. The slow drip, drip, drip, and then comes the sound of the breaking heart in its full glory. The protagonist ignores the eyes of the other protagonist, realises how their life have been nothing the way they envisioned and they sulk, while the past memories flash in front of us.

In real life it is just a sentence. The other protagonist wishes the protagonist a bad life while they move their head in a rapid yes and blink harder.

In real life the sound is of a child asking their parent to believe in them.

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Nadiya ~

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Dear Ma,

You have been crying for over an hour now. For something I said. I do not know if I should break the bubble with "I have changed" or I should go to you and say all the false things. Brother wants me too. He keeps eyeing me. He forgets that between you and me, we are more like two equally sad tornadoes and not mother and daughter. We stopped being one a long time ago.

(Rest in the caption)

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The land of unnecessary language when we rely on fists called tongue ~

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Unworthy rant about minimalistic things ~

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The New Place

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