It hurts
Hurts to be ridiculed,to be compared
How can you compare me
To someone you hardly know
How much does she know you ? How much do you know her?
How much does she know about
Your truth, your life
Your pain, your favorite songs
What you like, what you don't ?
I know you inside out.
Has she walked with you in your darkest phase of life?
Has she been with you through hell and back
Was she the one who walked with you holding your hand through the fire?
I was the one who walked with you then
Yes,I am insecure and she is not
Because she isn't afraid to lose you
She knows you won't leave her,atleast not yet
On the other hand I am scared of losing you
So I make those calls and send those messages
I wish you hadn't compared me to her.
Everything about her seems fascinating to you now
It's because she doesn't know who has been in your life and she trusts you
You made her trust you.
Think about it!!

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I was the one who asked you to stay
You are the one that went far away
I am the one who remained the same
You are the one that changed your game
I am the one who still wants you to be mine
You are the one who is doing( without me) just fine
I still love you and will always do
I wish you could love me the same way too.

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The true test of love is not in happiness, it's during painful times. Can you be weak in front of the person you love? Can you love the other person when they share their weak moments with you.
Can you love them with all their flaws?? Or do you look for perfection in a person you love?
Love isn't about loving a person who is perfect. It's about loving them with their flaws.

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I wish you a prosperous and joyous Deepawali
May all your dreams come true
May you achieve great heights in your professional life
May all your troubles run away
And only the good stays with you.
May you have a fulfilling life ahead

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You said you loved me from the core of your heart
Yet you took no time in moving on
I thought we would always be true to each other
But you oh yes you let me down
Here my heart was finding you always
And there you were looking for a new someone
I thought we would always value each other
But yet the disrespect always brought me down
You said I was and always would be special to you
Oh! my heart should have known
Here I am broken and shattered
And there you are going out with women from all around town
Oh I should have been careful
To not let you come close to me
Now you are the ringmaster and I am the clown.

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The little girl who believed in love
The little girl who waited for her Prince charming
The little girl who dreamt of a prince on a horse who wanted to woo her
That little girl grew up one day and realised that life isn't a bed of roses
Love isn't a fairy tale
There is no happily ever after
And there is no Prince charming
But there are just men who used her and abused her
Men who just left when they got bored with what she had to offer.

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It's so sad that I was with someone who never loved me. Never ever!! Because if you love someone you don't stop loving them because they are difficult or they irritate you sometimes. If you love someone you don't block them and ask for alone time or a break. You share your life and your problems with them. If you love someone then no one new can take their place in your life no matter what. Love doesn't change according convenience and it doesn't change with time. Love stays and doesn't desert you!!!

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When you show people the mirror they break it as they do not accept the reality. They do not accept that they are the ones at fault. They keep blaming others or completely ignore the other person. In some cases if you try to shed light on who they really are, they put the blame on you or block you. They behave as if it's not them,it's you. And that is really sad. Such people do not realise the extent of damage they have done to the other person.

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कई बार लगता है जानती हूं तुझे खुद से भी ज्यादा
कई बार तू एक पहेली सा बन जाता है
कई बार यूं लगता है कि चाहता है तू मुझे
कई बार तू कुछ समझ में नहीं आता है
कई बार थोड़ा प्यार जताता है
और कई बार तेरा प्यार आंखों से ओझल हो जाता है
जैसे कभी था ही नहीं
पर फिर काफी कुछ याद आता है
और मेरा दिल एक बार फिर नई उम्मीद जगाता है....

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Childhood
So far yet so near
Wish I could go back and relive a few moments
Wish I could correct a few mistakes.
Wish I could go back and not do a few things I did.
Wish my life would have turned out differently
I sometimes wish I could go back, turn the clock back.
But alas! Such is the tragedy of life
What is gone is gone
No matter how hard we try the time gone cannot come back.
I wish it could.

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